(Tyler's POV)
After I regained back my memories, I told Josh all of what happened with me and Blurryface, he was a little upset with me.
"Tyler, why didn't you tell me this?"
" I just didn't want to worry you, you were already concerned on getting my memories back."
"Well you almost lost all your memories again! I don't want to have to go through that!"
"But the problem is that I can't control how my blurryface acts at the moment, I'm not sure how listening to music can help me to deal with blurryface. I'm just not source of much anymore, sorry."
"You never had full control of your blurryface. he had always been a big problem, at least try playing some more songs, listen to all of your albums, I don't know how I can help you because I've never had a blurryface like yours is, to you he is a physical form of your anxieties and insecurities. But to me my anxiety is just anxiety, it's never been a "real person."
" at least I got a few more memories back"
"Like what?" He asked, a little happy but not overly excited
"Like about our band mostly, but also some on you, and a whole lot about blurryface, I now know blurryface has affected me all throughout my life and had almost fully driven me to a suicide until I picked up work on being a musician, that's where a lot of my life turned around, I do remember a lot of people being very supportive with me and a lot of the songs I wrote."
Josh looked happy I remembered that part in particular, because it seems to be something that was a real turn around for me "I still only remember as much music as we went over, but at least I know why I love to write music."
"Good, just please be more careful, I don't want to have to go through that again"
"Of course, sorry that had to happen"
He hugged me again "It's ok, I love you"
"Wait what?"
(Blurryface's POV)
Interesting,
It seems that I have as much access to as many memories Tyler has at the moment, but none of the ones he's lost, the memories are still there, but they are unable to be interacted with.
When I made Tyler lose his memories, Josh helped to bring them back, as well as brought back other ones, I now have access to much more of his knowledge on the Clique, of course now that he is taking his medicine, it's going to be harder to wipe away bits of his memory, but he'll have to have a specific time he takes his medicine, because I'm now powerful enough that if he takes his medicine one minute late, he can lose a pretty big piece of his memory.
Since he still doesn't remember his music, he doesn't have much capability of fighting back against me, which is good.
I wonder what'll happen next...
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I Don't Wanna Fall, Fall away
FanfictionYou don't truly know what's it's like to be completely empty inside until your one true love never wakes up. When you sit at the hospital for what seems like endless days and endless nights just to see a simple twitch of movement, but to no avail. ...