You can't stand to be alone because to be alone is to be in silence and to be in silence is for the mind to start with its dark imagery of yourself dying again and again, killing your self in a thousand different ways every minute, creatures and demons so terrifying and disfigured crawl around the empty cranium creating sounds of pure malevolence inside your skull with no sound from reality masking or distracting you from it, silence is your enemy, silence is its friend, silence is the chaos, silence is the murder you're more than tempted to commit on yourself just to be in peace from the grey matter that assembles these horrific images that torture what it's meant to control, its becomes the tormentor of itself. Your brain pieces together malicious creatures that haunt you and want to end it all, so that you don't have to suffer from the torturous demons, demons that make life a living hell.
