I laugh, I cry, I dream I die,
The pain is unbearable,
Yet I have to bear it,
If there is a god, Lord may you save me,
For in this world I'm not meant to be,
I laugh, I cry, I dream I die,
There is only one escape,
Going to the light,
But I'd be dragged to the rotting depths of hell instead,
I try to sleep and rest me head,
But sometimes I just wish I was dead.
