The only thing I genuinely give a fuck about, the only thing that actually makes me sad or breaks my heart and the only thing that I have learned to love, breaks my heart repeatedly like it's some sort of fragile breakable piece of kitchen ware that gets shattered off the floor when it's dropped (wether it be on purpose or not) my emotions and mental health are not given any second thought as they are simply pushed to the side and, yet again, bleed with a seemingly endless pain.
