Changes (N.H & L.P)

Chapter 13 Part 1 - Here We Go Again

A/N: Hi! So in this chapter there's a lot of time jumping...meaning there's quite a few of *x hours later* etc. I hope you enjoy the first part of this chapter :) next part will be up sometime next week! 

MissIronik xx

Niall’s P.O.V

Could I have been more stupid? Why did I think seeing Monica again was a good idea? I knew she would be all over me, and she knows that I’ve been trying to change. She knows how to play me though. She knows exactly what she has to do to make me forget all about Jess, and I can’t believe I was stupid enough to fall under her spell-like charm.

I know I can’t keep it from Jess, the guilt is rushing over me as I park in the driveway to our, and Harry’s, house. It’s hardly a home. I may as well call the couch my home, it feels like I sleep on there more than my actual bed. I know that Jess is certainly not going to be impressed with me kissing Monica. I know it was a huge mistake and the only way I could make this better is if I tell Jess, maybe leaving out some details…

………

“You did what?” Jess’ eyes fill with anger and tears,

“It was just one kiss princess - I didn’t mean for it to happen.” I plead,

“You didn’t mean for it to happen?! Fucking hell Niall do you think I’m stupid? She was the girl you were hooking up with after the meet and greet.” Jess’ hand twitches and I expect a slap, but I never receive it. She wiped her tears angrily as she stormed into the bedroom, grabbing out a suitcase and packing some clothes. Not for her though, for me.

“What are you doing?” I ask.

“Packing your shit. You didn’t need it in here anyway.” She passes me the case that she just stuffed a few outfits in, “Now get out.”

“Get out?” I interrogate.

“Yes, just fucking get out.” She snatches the bag back and goes to the front door. She opens it and throws my now-wardrobe out onto the front porch.

“Fine.” I say flatly as I grab the other side of the door from her.

I looked her in the eyes and said, “I never loved you anyway”.

 

Jess’ P.O.V

I let go of the door in complete shock as Niall slams it. Never loved me? I hope he was joking. But he wouldn’t have been...the look in his eyes told me that he was telling the truth. I fall against the wall in complete shock, and just listen to the sound of his car turning on and speeding off.

“What was th- Jess!” Harry runs up and crouches in front of me, holding on to my knees.

“He said he never loved me,” I sobbed, but no tears seemed to escape my eyes, “I kicked him out because he cheated on me with Monica.”

“He cheated on you?” His face drops, his strong arms pick me up so I’m on my feet and then he hugs me.

“You don’t need him anyway,” He says into my ear, holding me tightly.

“He said he never loved me,” I repeat in complete shock.

“Did he mean it?”

“It looked and sounded like he did,” I drop my eyes and look at the floor.

“He doesn’t deserve you then,” Harry announced.

“W-what have I done?” I stutter.

“You haven’t done anything wrong Jess,” he lifts my head up to meet his eyes, “Listen to me. This is not your fault. You are a beautiful, honest girl and he is an absolute ass for doing such a horrible thing to you.”