Changes (N.H & L.P)

Chapter 19 - DJ Blink

A/N: Hiiiii! Look at me, posting before a Friday..surprise! Before I say anything; this is the first time ever(!) that I have attempted writing smut. Yes there is smut in this chapter...and I don’t think I’m very good at writing it. I may use the wrong terminology or I may do it completely wrong, but please, please don’t harass me in messages or private comments. Oh and also a twilonger is mentioned in this chapter, for those who don't know that's a website where you can post a tweet that has no limit :)

Much love, MissIronik xx

 

Bri’s P.O.V

We have finally got Harry to calm himself down enough to bring him back inside but it’s not what I expected. I walk in to find Niall looking absolutely shattered. He had his head in his hands crying loudly. Surely he can’t be that upset over Jess and Harry’s mistake. I understand that he’s pissed I would be too if Liam ever kissed another girl but this much crying? It has to be something else. I have never seen Niall as bad as this and I hope the other boys haven’t either. It isn’t a pretty sight.

“Hey bud?” Liam asks nervously unsure what is about to happen,

“What?!” Niall snaps without looking or moving from his position. Liam looks a bit taken back but puts an arm around Niall to hopefully calm him down.

“What happened?” Liam asks

“This happened,” Niall sobs grabbing Jess’ engagement ring from his pocket. Wait does that mean? Oh my-

“Niall I’m so sorry,” I sit next to Niall absolutely gobsmacked about what's happening right before my eyes. Just because of one drunken night this has happened. The party was meant to celebrate Jordy and Harry’s housewarming and relationship but it has the done the complete opposite. It has broken up both Jordy and Harry and especially Jess and Niall. One night and one kiss can ruin so much.

“Where is she?” I ask.

“Left.. she left my life forever.”

“I assumed that but do you know where?”

“How would I know?!” Niall yells at me then hides his face into Liam's already tearstained shirt. I grab my phone out and try to ring Jess but it's either turned off or dead. It's no use. I really have no clue how to support Niall as I’ve always supported Jess, so this is all quite new to me. Harry is on the table casually on his phone not helping at all. We all stay in the room with Liam whispering things in Niall’s ear as he sobs silently.

The main thing on my mind is Jess’s safety. I don’t know why but I have a bad gut feeling. She is probably fine physically but not emotionally. I protect her like a sister and I know something is wrong. I’m just afraid of what.

“Um guys…” Harrys says out of the blue.

“What’s up Haz?”

“Jess.. she posted a link to a twitlonger,” Harry says nervously scrolling down his phone.

“Read it then.”

“Okay,” Harry sighs before reading the tweet out,

“I would just like to thank the people who have supported me, and the people that have given me some very harsh comments on my social media accounts. You have helped me make a very important, life-changing decision in my life. So for all of those people who have asked me to kill myself, or just leave all of my friend’s and family’s lives - because I am completely worthless and I’ve done nothing but fuck things up - I can guarantee that you guys won’t see me ever again; if everything goes to plan. I solemnly request that anyone who cares about me don’t bother looking for me, because you’ll just be wasting your time. I’m starting completely fresh; basically in a new life. Thank you for everyone who has helped me and has tolerated me and my problems for so many years. I’m sure you’ll all find someone better than I was, considering everyone is better than me. I’m just a helpless slut that does nothing but fuck up everyone’s lives around me. So thank you, and goodbye.