So I have a therapist for my depression and anxiety and I might have to go on meds. Fun. I'm not excited, at all.
Also I feel like I'm losing my best friend/mom. I feel like everyone who is important to me is leaving me and doesn't want me in their life anymore.
Today in choir I got really depressed. It was worse than usual. I just sat there(we where doing group work stuff) and all of a sudden I just wanted to die. I was telling myself that I wasn't worth getting help and stuff like that. Then we got to singing and I was fine. Well not completely I just didn't feel like I wanted to kill myself as badly.
Oh well, still figuring out my life. Still only a smallish child.
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RandomThis is a story about me and me trying to figure out life. This is gonna be kinda like a diary/journal thing but with mostly the worst moments of my life.
