Worry about me. I'm not doing well. I cry myself to sleep every night. Today has been an episode. I talked with my therapist and my depression is becoming worse and so is my anxiety. I'm wanting to die more and more. I feel lonely again. I feel like I'm sinking for real. My medicine doesn't work. I've been in my room sleeping all day. It's like I'm never getting better. Like I'm stuck in this loop hole forever. I feel like running off and hiding from everyone. Yeah I have a bf and he's amazing but because of things that happened prior it's pulling me down. I'm back to lying to my therapist and my mom about my emotions. Closing up and hiding them like they don't exist. It's not healthy but I feel that it's right and I don't want to confess because I'm gonna get scolded and that'll pull me down. Everyone is saying that my bf's a bad person because he made a mistake. Mistakes happen. People get mad and don't think. 🤦🏻♀️ to think my life was getting better was a lie.
~Brie C.
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De TodoThis is a story about me and me trying to figure out life. This is gonna be kinda like a diary/journal thing but with mostly the worst moments of my life.
