What I wish my life could be right now:
Getting back together with the love of my life. Getting to spend time with him. Not having any suicidal thoughts. To literally have everything go according to what's planned in my head.
What my life is right now:
A
Big
Mess.
I don't see why the universe hates me right now. I just don't understand. I just want to have the perfect day. All happy and smiley. Have nothing go wrong.
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So I don't see how a good day could turnout to be so bad. I don't understand. I don't understand life right now. My past two days sucked.
Today was great though. I felt completely invisible to almost everyone (everyone meaning just the love of my life). Yeah he still talked to me and stuff but I felt like my feelings meant nothing to him.
*sigh* the life of a teenager. I love it.
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What am I
RandomThis is a story about me and me trying to figure out life. This is gonna be kinda like a diary/journal thing but with mostly the worst moments of my life.
