Heavy handed, rapid fire,
Infatuation with my filthy pride..
To a senseless beating,
Crippled and barely breathing.
I tore off my skin,
I'll hang from this noose.
This is what happens when I show you my demons,
Repeating the cycle that turns love into indifference.
When I chase after affection,
It won't chase after me.
I get confused on why we always part so violently..
I was broken from a young age,
Taking my sulking to the masses.
Writing my poems for the few that look at me, took to me, shook to me, feeling me,
Singing from heartache from the pain,
Taking my message from the veins,
Speaking my lesson from the brain,
Seeing the beauty through the...
I should've known a little better
Good things never last forever
My heart in repose
I need you the most
Feed me to the wolves
Like I don't have a pulse
'Cause the day you said "no"
I started dying
Pointless madness
I am clueless
Thoughtless choices
I ruin myself.
Tear into me like an unknown disease
Give me your damage
I'm begging you, please!
He said, "Depression isn't sadness,"
"It's a certain sense of apathy that hangs directly over me."
He'll wrap himself around my neck
I'm too numb to feel the entropy..
Pain!
You made me a, you made me a believer, believer!
Pain!
You break me down, you build me up, believer, believer!
Pain!
Oh let the bullets fly, oh let them rain
My life, my love, my drive, it came from...
Pain!
You made me a, you made me a believer, believer!
You make me happy...
You'll make me kill myself
I can be happy with you
But I can't be happy if I'm dead
I should've known a little better
Good things never last forever
My heart in repose
I need you the most
Feed me to the wolves
Like I don't have a pulse
'Cause the day you said "no"
I felt alive..
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[A/N
DISCLAIMER:-I AM NOT THE OWNER OF THE MASHUP OR ANY OF THE SONGS THEREIN.
Again I say, lyrics may not be in the right place blah, blah, blah.. But these two songs (Filthy Pride by Social Repose, and Believer by Imagine Dragons) are songs that I've always loved and felt a special connection to, and now that I found them in the form of a 'mashup' .. well lets just say I feel an even greater connection to them as one song and I felt the need to share them with you all.
Who else is a filthy believer, put your hand up! *Raises both hands*
Arite.. bye.. xx
~AWA! ]
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PuisiA compilation of poems that come to my mind at the latest hours in the night when everyone else assumes that I'm sleeping. Some may find this book helpful to, and/or an insight into the mind of, a person with depression, identity issues, trust issu...
