Androphobia

Roomates

"I'm not staying with neither one of you guys. It's not happening," I put my hands on my hips.

"Well then you can stay with your mom," Don says.

"You mean our mom? Not that stranger," I state.

"The real reason why we want you to come stay with one of us is because your bathroom still isn't cleaned all the way," Seb says.

"You guys are idiots. It's blood. It's never coming out."

"I'll tell Sky," Don threatens.

"Fine. I'll stay with Seb. Don't tell her," I agree.

"Thank you," Don says walking out.

"Why did you chose me?" Seb asks.

"If it weren't for you I wouldn't be here right now," I smile faintly.

He smiles before grabbing my bag. I sign myself out and head to Seb's car. Seb informs me that the girls will be staying with my biological mom. We stop at my apartment and I gather clothes for a few weeks. Once I finish I hear lighter footsteps which means it's not Seb. I scurry to throw on a hoodie as Sky walks in my room.

"Where have you been?" She crosses her arms.

"I've been at Seb's apartment. I came to get some clothes," I lie.

"Are you cheating on Chris?"

"No Chris cheated on me and I can't handle sleeping in my bed. So Seb said I could stay with him," I semi-lie.

"Oh. Well have fun. I'll see you later," she smiles.

A sigh of relief comes out when she leaves my room. I grab a duffle and fill it with everything I'm gonna need. I meet Seb at the door and we leave.

"What's this?" Seb asks as we arrive at his door.

He picks up the package and it has hand writing on it.

"It's for you," he says.

I take it and Seb opens the door. I sit my bag down as soon as I enter. Seb takes me to the living space. I sit on the couch and see what I can feel.

"What is it?" Seb asks.

"I don't know," I say as I tear the top.

I peak in and see pictures and VHS's. I raise an eyebrow and open it all of the way. I slide the things out and see a familiar face

"Dad?"

"Is that your dad?" Seb asks.

"My dads alive," I start crying.

Seb holds me close as I have an emotional breakdown. Sebastian rubs my back to calm my breathing.

"I'll let you have a moment to look through the pictures. There's a VHS player in one of the spare bedrooms. I'm going to go pick up some food. What do you want?" Seb asks.

"Chinese." I wipe my face.

Seb leaves and look through the pictures.

Seb

I drive to Don's before heading to the Chinese's restaurant.

"How's Cam doing?" He asks.

"Her dads alive and sent her pictures and home videos. She had an emotional breakdown and I gave her her space," I explain.

"Something else is wrong. What is it?" Don questions.

"I love her," I state.

He smiles and tells me I should go get the food before she gets pissed about not having food. As I drive to the restaurant I call Cam. She tells me what she wants and hangs up. She's been crying.

"Hey I'm back," I state as I walk in the door.

"About time," Cam says, taking her bag.

"I like you," I blurt.

"What?" She turns around.

"I said I'm sorry."

"No you didn't. Don't make me kick your ass," she smirks.

"I like you," I state again.

"That's what I thought you said. Why? Why would you want someone who when gets hurt becomes suicidal. Who doesn't know what the hell she wants. I fuck everything up. I'll just hurt you in the end and I don't want to do that," she holds tears back.

My lips lock to hers and I place my bag on the floor. I hold her cheek and her arms wrap around my neck.

"I'm sorry," I pull away.

"No your fine. Um.. I really don't know what to say actually," she smiles.

"Let's eat," I smile.

To Don: I kissed her man

From Don: No you didn't. Did you?

To Don: Yeah.

From Don: About time. Gym tomorrow? 4:00?

To Don: Yeah. I'll be there.

Camilla

To Sky: Dood Seb and I just kissed!!!

From Sky: About fucking time🙄👏🏼👏🏼

To Sky: Do you wanna hit the gym early tomorrow?

From Sky: Yeah how early?

To Sky: Three?

From Sky: I guess. See ya then

I place my phone on the table and grab my food.

"Hey do you have any plans Saturday?" Seb asks.

"No why?" I ask finishing my food.

"Wanna go get dinner?" Seb asks.

"Of course. I'm bored. Wanna go do something?" I ask.

"Sure," he says weary on what we're gonna do.

I jump up and pull Seb out of the apartment. Seb heads to the car and I shake my head no. As we walk we talk about everything.

"Kiss me," I stop.

"What?" Seb asks.

"Kiss me."

"You sure?" He questions.

"Yes."

Seb places his hands on my hips and pulls me closer. His breath hitches across my lips. I pull his lips to mine and smile. My arms wrap around his neck and his arms wrap around my frame.

"I know you'll never hurt me."

"Good."

He kisses me again. He's the one I want to spend the rest of my life with. The one I wanna wake up to every morning. Sebastian Stan is the one I wanna call mine one day.