Secret Silence

Secret Silence PART 11

Lizzie’s POV’s

Maxie and I went straight to her unit after school. I didn’t even wait for Logan.

Maxie opens the door and I ran straight to her bathroom where we left the pregnancy test. I then looked at all of them and grab one and held it in my hands. I sat on the toilet and started to cry.

Maxie came up to the door and lean on the door frame.

“See your not pregnant, all that stress for nothing” Maxie said thinking that I crying out in relief.

“But I am, they all positive.” I wept some more.

“Oh shit”

“Yeah, well you can say that again, ” I said, standing up and lean on the sink, breathing deep. I turned around and lifted the lid of the toilet and throw up. Maxie came and held my hair from my face while I threw up some more. I wiped my mouth and stood up.

“How the hell am I going to tell Logan?” I sat back on the toilet and grabbed another stick. Maxie stood back near the door fame that she was leaning on.

“You just don’t tell Logan and get an abortion. Heaps of teenager does it”

I looked at her with my ‘you got to be kidding’ look.

“Ok, I was just giving you a suggestion”

“What suggestion” A familiar voice from behind Maxie.

“Logan” I said, standing up quickly to hiding the pregnancy test that was on the counter. Logan, look at me with a sudden look.

“I came to see Maxie”

“Ok then, ” I said.

“What's this” Logan said, pushing on through Maxie who was standing near the door.

Logan grabbed it and looks at it. I obviously left it there when I was throwing up. Logan looked at me and then at Maxie.

“That's mine” Maxie said, trying to cover for me, but she wasn’t convincing enough.

“Fuck off Maxie, either you or Jenny has a fucking penis, I doubt it yours.”

“Fuck, you!” Maxie said back.

He looked back at me with an angry and confused look.

“When were you going to tell me? Or was that suggestion was not to tell me and get an abortion. And let me guess whose idea was that.” Logan turns back to Maxie and Maxie sticks her middle finger up.

“I think you should get out of my unit and talk to Lizzie when you have calmed down” Maxie begins.

Logan then stomped out and I yelled after him.

“I was going to tell first I promise.”

I followed him outside. He stops, I stop.

“I want you to get an abortion” Logan said with his back turned.

“But, I don’t want to get an abortion”

Logan turned around.

“Just do what you have to do. If an abortion is want you want. Then get it.....”

I flinched when he said that, what he said really hurt me.

“I don’t want to do that..... Again” I started to cry again

“What do you mean again?”

“Nothing, don’t worry about it?

Logan came forward and grab me tightly around my arms. He scared me a bit and shook me slightly.