Without a Trace #SeaPeeSoundFanfiction

#Chapter3

Callum (Seapeekay)

"Callum is so miserable.  I haven't seen him like this in years."  I heard Scott talk to Jack and Jess while I just cuddled up in bed while holding Oli's prized possession. 

His panda hat.

After I left Oli's place last week feeling really heartbroken, I decided to just sleep and sob in my bed all day. 

Man!  I sound like a chick!

Lizzie also started calling our friends to see if they knew the last known location of Oli, but no one had seen him in months.  So everyone, but me, went out onto Twitter and YouTube to our fans to get some help and see if they could him.  But all we got recently was nothing that we didn't know of. 

"Come on, Callum.  This isn't you.  We know you really miss Oli but it's time you will have to move on from him."  I hear Scott telling me, making me look at him with a glare full of anger.  How dare he tells me to move on from Oli.  He's my best friend, no one will ever understand my feelings right now. 

I feel like no one really understands me. 

"How.  Dare.  You.  Say that SCOTT!  How fucking dare you!  Oli has been my friend, my best friend before I ever met you.  He has been there through thick and thin ever since I met him, and I am the same with him.  So you better shut up about thinking I move on from Oli!  If you are going to think any more pessimistic thoughts or suggestions to me, I suggest you leave."  I spat at Scott while the tears slowly slid down my cheeks.  I felt a sob escape my lips as I saw Scott walk up to me and give me a hug, making me sob into his shoulder. 

Why can't I stop crying? 

"I'm sorry for being so insensitive Callum, but everyone is so worried about your health.  You have never so down like this since I have met you.  I mean, do you want me-"

"Can you just get Lizzie to come over please?  I just want to talk to her at the moment."  I asked Scott with pleading eyes.  I know what I asked was very hurtful but she and Joel are the only two who really understand me right now.  Scott seemed a bit hurt by what I just asked for but obliged to my request.  He grabs his phone out and calls for Lizzie to come over.  While I waited for her to come over, I decided to just sleep and wait for her.

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I woke up to the sound of knocking coming from the bedroom door.  I wipe my eyes and peered from the blankets to see both Lizzie and Joel with sad smiles, holding a bag of Skittles with them.  I smile at them, waving my hand signalling them to come in. 

Even though they are the most awkward people to express sympathy, they always make up for it with something that satisfies our sweet tooth. 

Lizzie sat beside me while Joel just sat by my legs.  I look at the bubble gum looking girl with a smile that she returned.  I look at the Shrek lover with the same look and he gave me a sad smile that made my heart hurt.  I felt the tears escape my eyes as they gave me a group hug, making me feel sadder.  I didn't really care much about the group hugs but Oli was always a big fan of them when I first met him so I decided to try it at the time. 

Best and worst thing in my life. 

The best thing about group hugs is the fact that your family and your friends that you are really close with come together.  Instead of them being your friends, they become family. 

A family of friends. 

Those who love you unconditionally.

The worst thing about group hugs (recently of course) was the fact that they remind me of not just Oli's disappearance, but a group hug isn't really a group hug without Oli in the center. 

If I can't move on from Oli and his habits, I don't know what I will do later on. 

"How about we go outside for a bit?  Get yourself a clear mind and maybe talk to your fans on YouTube and tell them how you feel about Oli's sudden disappearance."  Lizzie suggested to me and honestly it was an awesome idea.  I do need to clear my mind by going outside and take some deep breaths.  Then go into my office and talk to my fans, maybe do a live stream instead and talk to them. 

I smile at her and Joel before slowly getting out of bed.  I hear both Joel and Lizzie suddenly giggling at me so I turn to see them covering their mouths.  I was confused until I looked down and noticed that I was only in my Panda boxers. 

I remember Oli buying these for me.  And I bought Fox boxers for him. 

I blushed lightly before I go over to my drawers and grabbed some clean boxers, pair of ripped pants and a shirt before I go into my shower and had a quick wash.  I can imagine how horrible I smell since I hadn't had a wash since Oli's disappearance. 

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After twenty good minutes in the shower, dried myself, put on deodorant and smirking at my reflection, (don't judge me losers) I walked out and put my clothes into the laundry basket.  Just as I was about to leave, Jess and Scott walked with the sheets and comfy blankets and comforters that I was in with their noses blocked. 

I took a quick whiff and I blocked my nose up.  It smelt like my soul took a shit on me and I didn't notice. 

Well I noticed. 

When the three of us walked into the dining room where Lizzie and Joel were sitting, I smiled at them before all five of us went on a walk to help clear our mind.

Well, my mind as per se.

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I made Callum suddenly sarcastic.  I'm sorry if he isn't in real life.

The chapter's a bit of a filler BUT I updated for you guys as this story is more popular than I expected. You might need to wait for a bit until I get more chapter's written up.