Without a Trace #SeaPeeSoundFanfiction

#Chapter11

This chapter is taking a serious turn. Just a quick head's up.

The next week

Seapeekay

We (Scott, Lizzie and me) have arrived in Los Angeles. Lizzie didn't want to be anywhere near Joel for the time being.

Well, that's what she told me of course.

But I fear that the chance for a break between the two of them is more than likely recently. An example was when Jess and me were kicking back in the living room and you could hear the two of them yelling at each other over Oli.

Joel has been quite distant with Lizzie because of her being best friends with Oli aka, in his words, short brown headed faggot.

I know that despite their recent spats, both of them really do suit for each other and we (their fans, family and friends) would become very heartbroken to hear that they might break up and end the engagement.

I look over to Lizzie and I see the sad smile appearing on her face. I know that she is very happy for Oli and is looking forward to seeing him later on in the week but is feeling a bit blue due to Joel and his very hateful responses towards her best friend.

I found out that Oli had actually invited the three hateful musketeers, requested by Stacy, and I knew that things were going to go downright ugly. I know for a fact that Stacy is very good friends with a lot of YouTubers who are not 'heterosexual' so there will be no doubt that the three haters are going to be scolded embarrassingly.

And I would like to see that.

"Hey, Joel will come around since you both really do care about each other. This is normal Lizzie-" I talk to her but she cuts me off with a head turn towards me with a dark glare pointing straight at me.

"This fight is much bigger than our usual fights Callum! And you don't know what really happens behind closed doors-!" Our pastel pink haired friend yelled in anger, but cuts herself off as she realizes that we are in the middle of an airport. She takes a breather behind she comes up closer to my ear.

"We'll talk when we get to our hotel." Lizzie whispers at me before strutting her stuff, acting as if nothing happened from the last minute. While she walked away, all I'm thinking about is what Lizzie indirectly admitted to me.

Is Lizzie a victim of Domestic Abuse?

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While we all worked out on where we were staying (since none of us knew where the hotel was) and where Oli's coming out party was going to be held, Scott decided to have a chat with Sasha. She called us while we were still at the airport and said that we should not say a word that we are in Los Angeles yet to our fans.

When we got to the hotel (after half an hour of finding out where it was), Lizzie pulled me away from Scott while telling him to find our hotel rooms. We were walking down the street to find a coffee place so that we could have a talk.

And to be honest, I'm scared. And I don't know what to expect from her. I mean if she is going to tell me exactly why she blew up in the airport and it is much more serious than I thought, I will be there to support her and I know that Joey, Oli, Scott, Stacy and many more will be there for her too. And I know she understood what I am thinking about too.

As soon as we got our coffees, we headed to the local park which wasn't far from the hotel we're staying at so it was a win-win situation.

"Okay, before I start explaining to you what is going between Joel and me, is there anything you would like to ask me before I start? Because once I start, I don't want to hear a word coming from your mouth. Understand?" Lizzie demanded at me near the end and all I could think of was that this was going to be very long and extremely personal.

Since I had no questions or anything in mind to ask her, I gave her a simple gesture, as if saying to start talking.

"Let's start with since we found out about Oli being gay and all. When I found out that he was gay, I was happy that he could finally come out and say who he is. Yeah he was scared and that was normal. I mean Joey came out a few years back and he is still loved just as much by his fans. As you probably had noticed, Joel, Yammy and Kyle were quite, let's the word 'sour', about the situation. They were saying such horrid names about Oli from Twitter to Instagram and on his YouTube account. What angered me more than anything was that they went as far as deleting all videos that featured Oli in their videos or even mentioning his name. And that right there was when the beginning of the dark side of the Jizzie pairing becomes more evident behind closed doors." Lizzie took a very deep breath before she continued and let me tell you this, I am not looking forward to what was going to happen.

"Joel and me began to fight off camera and when none of you guys were around. I defended for Oli coming out while he began shouting out profanities saying that he is just a walking disease that we are all going to catch and we can't escape from. At that point, the verbal and psychological fights, unfortunately, turned physical. And I mean VERY physical." I gasped at her confession that she was indeed a victim of domestic abuse but I didn't say anything else or make any other noise that will distract Lizzie from finishing her 'story'. However, Lizzie's voice and atmosphere made a very depressing turn.

"Joel actually began kicking me while I screamed at him saying that I was sorry. But I wasn't going to apologise to him that I was supporting Oli because he needed the support from all of us, he needed the support from his friends that care about him from the UK, his friends here in the US yet we were letting him down. He started to kick my stomach almost a week ago when after he left, I noticed bleeding coming from my vajayjay. I began to worry so the first thing I did was just clean up my mess before I headed off to the hospital. The doctors there told me to hop on one of their beds and ran tests for me. But what shocked me more was that they called out for a CT scan." Lizzie's quiet sobs turned into cries as she almost neared the end of her story. All I could do was just sit beside her and let her lean on my arm for support.

"When they began to run the cream onto my stomach, all I could think of was that I couldn't be pregnant. Because I had been careful and so had Joel. So I was confused and worried at the same time. When the doctors revealed to me that there was a little baby inside of me, all I could think of was that I was happy. But my happy moment was replaced with my unconscious mind. I didn't know why, but the next day the doctors saw me and the first look they gave me was a look of sympathy. I was confused at first until I found out why." I felt my own eyes stinging at what I hoped wasn't true but unfortunately, it seemed that fate thought otherwise.

"I-I found out that I lost the baby..." Lizzie began to cry and the first thing I did was wrap her up in my arms while she continued to sob as well as I did. I can't believe that Joel would go as far as attacking his own fiancé because she supported Oli and not judging him for something he can't control.

We were in each other's embrace for another three or four minutes before we headed back to the hotel. I could feel all eyes on us but at the moment, I didn't care less nor did Lizzie as she just continued on like this was normal.

I just hope no more drama will happen for here onwards.

If only I knew that was anything but the truth.

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I hope Joel and Lizzie doesn't end up having trouble in paradise. They're meant to be together.

On another note, domestic abuse, sexual abuse and all the other kinds of abuse is wrong but with help, you can make a difference for yourself and or someone you know. Talk to someone you can trust before it is too late for either you or them.

I'm so sorry that I'm uploading roughly a month or two later. Just coming up with new ideas for the chapters are getting very hard, hence the reason for the writer's block.