And it all comes back to this
Everything leads to that very moment
Every decision he makes now
All that he feels
It all leads to that moment years ago
That ordinary day that turned into a nightmare
That moment , which set in motion a chain of events that he'd always regret
He always covered the scars , even if trying to cover them opened them more
He could never forget nor forgive what had happened,
He could never let it go
He carries the pain with him everyday
He carries the regret
His never healing scars are always with him
Everything reminds him of that moment
The memories of the only person he is unable to forgive
The one that turned him into who he is
The one that forged evil in his heart
The one that betrayed all trust
The one that made his heart silent
Her , the one that made him Hate and cry
The destroyer of hearts
Her , the one who made him create masks to hide his feelings
It all comes back to this
To The one who hid his hope and ran away
The one he fought for
Her ,who made him discover love
And at the same time
Made him discover true pain and sorrow
Her , the only one he is unable to forget
Her , the only one he is unable to forgive
For he carries the memories they forged together the closest to his heart
To remind him of who he is
To remind him to doubt people instead of trusting them
To remind him , that the worst pain doesn't come from his enemies
That true pain comes from the ones you care about the most
To remind him The silence in this heart
And he will keep wondering how life might've been if she'd never met her

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Broken Nights
Poesia~Layers of precious sin . . . filled with kind lies~ All my poems and thoughts , some of them are filled with hope , and others with despair , showing the two facets of a human being , their optimism and the dread they try to contain. Enjoy!