Have your tissues ready, it was difficult for me to write this without crying so..good luck! :,)
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Phil sat on the sofa, browsing Twitter..he hadn't seen Dan for hours. He was starting to feel concerned. He shrugged it off, thinking Dan was sleeping or something.
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Tic-toc..
5 hours go by, Phil had watched the newest episode of Sherlock..still no sign of Dan. He even called him.."No answer? Dan is always near his phone.." Phil thought. He felt his stomach turn..he bolts upstairs and flings Dan's door open. Dan was sat on the edge of his bed, twiddling his thumbs with tears in his eyes.
"Dan?" Phil whispered in confusion.
Dan sighed and wiped his face, "Yes, Phil?..." his voice was shaky.
Phil sits next to him, "Are you alright?" he grabs his hand.
Dan paused for a moment, "Yes..." he said, barely loud enough to be heard.
"Dan listen to me. Tell me what's wrong!" Phil started to tear up.
Dan squeezed Phil's hand, "Do you still love me?"
"What?" Phil squinted his eyes at him.
"Do you?"
"Of course I do, why wouldn't I?"
"I just feel like-" Dan's eyes tear up again.
"Feel like what?" Phil put his arm around Dan's shoulder.
"I feel like, I'm not good enough..." Dan squeezed Phil's hand even harder.
"Daniel James Howell," Phil gets up, still holding his hand. "You will always be good enough for me..no matter what. Okay?"
"Okay..." Dan got up and pulled Phil in for a hug. "Thank you, Phil.." he sniffled.
Phil hugged him back and headed down-stairs. As he was walking, he started to cry.."What was wrong with Dan? Why was he talking like that?!" Phil was beyond worried, he hoped Dan wouldn't hurt himself..
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Do You Still Love Me? || Phan (Sad)
Fanfic!WARNING! INCLUDES SUICIDAL THOUGHTS, DEATH, & SUICIDE. I'm sorry in advance. Dan starts to fall into a terrible depression, and Phil doesn't know what to do. Dan thinks he isn't good enough...that's when things start to go downhill...
