Depression And My Life

I Am Alone

I don't have someone to love me.
I don't have someone that cares.
I have so many people that probably care about me..
But the thoughts that go through my brain tell me there is no one that could truly care.
In my head I see all the people that left and all the people that didn't stay because I was too much.
The anxiety I feel makes me not trust anyone and constantly question if I will ever be cared about.
It's hard to socialize.
Its hard to care.
It's hard to get up in the morning.
It's hard to go to school
It's hard to go to my doctors appointments.
It's hard to sleep.
It's hard to bathe.
It's hard to do anything that lets my brain wander in thought.
And although I have all of these thoughts constantly swimming through my head and so many caring and wonderful people in my life..
It doesn't matter what I'm going through.
I Am Alone...