Fighting for her love

My Decision

Toby's POV

The next morning

I got a group text from Spencer saying that she wants everyone to come over to her house. I hope she's okay.  I really really want to make things right with Spencer. I want to go back and be us, I know we can, but I also know that she doesn't want that. I really broke her this time. I blame myself for the way she is. It feels like she's scared to be in love again. She doesn't have to be. She knows I will always protect her. I will always love her...even if she doesn't love me now.

I looked at the time and it was 7:30 pm already. I grab my coat and I get into my car and drive to Spencer's. When I got there, there was many cars parked out in front, I guess I'm the last to arrive. I get out and I head to the door and knocked on the door

"Hey Toby" Hanna says letting me in

"Hey where's Spencer?" I asked sitting on the coach

"she's upstairs" Hanna said

"What's the meeting for?" I asked

"We have no idea, all she said was to come because she has an announcement" Ali shrugged 

"Well I hope whatever it is, we will support" Veronica says and we nod and agree. 

As we started talking we heard footsteps coming down the stairs, we looked and gasped

"Spencer?" Melissa said

"Why are you wearing that?" Caleb asked

"Surprise" she said with a small smile "I've been accepted to Rosewood Military Force

"What, why?" Mary asked so worried

"You're going to get yourself killed" Emily stated

"Spence, this is such a dangerous job" Jason said

"guys, please save your comments and worries and criticism for the end" Spencer shouts. Everyone stays quiet and Spencer begins talking

"A lot has happened last year, so much has happened to me, you know with getting shot, A.D, complications with many of you, finding out my life was a lie. I really need something to focus on so I can forget about those things. Plus there was a part of me that wanted to fight for our country." she stated "I just don't want to be in Rosewood now" she said with her head down

"You can't leave Spence" I said

"I can and I will, I'm sorry but this is something that I wanted to do ever since I came back to the hell town" she said. Alison gets up along with Hanna and Emily and they hug her

"We support you, okay just promise you will be safe and skype us when you get the chance

"Of course" Spencer cries

"So when do you leave?" Jordan ask

"I leave in two weeks and won't be back for 2 years" she asnwers

"Two years?" everyone including myself shouts

"It may be longer, it depends" She says "But I will skype okay, for thanksgiving, Christmas, birthdays, I have everything planned" She smiles

"we better make the last two weeks the best for you" Hanna smiles

"Thanks guys, it means so much and I love all of you" she says.

After eating and talking we all left. I get in my car and I drive home. When I get home, I shower and change into my sweatpants and get into bed

Spencer in the Military? That's so dangerous. 

What if something goes wrong?

What if she gets raped? There are many horny men there.

"What if I don't see her again?

What if she dies? I can't lose her.

decided to give you guys another update today. Hope you like it