do you ever even crash - spam

oh hi

Trigger warning: self harm mentions

So I massively fucked up today.

And it's only 9am.

I came out to someone and it didn't go great and they're still my friend but also they think they're gonna fix me and that's not gonna fly well.

And if I wasn't in Hawaii I would be cutting deep. I'm looking at the scars and I want more and I want it deeper.

But I can't.

Not just because I'm in Hawaii and don't want to mess things up.

But also for the people I love.

I don't want to let them down again.

But

I will

Someday

Probably soon