A Woman To Soon

Beneath The Lies

Gregory

"My baby." My mom kiss my forehead.

"Mom can you stop that." I begged.

Maybe moving in with my mom was a bad idea, she act as if I was retarded, like I can't do anything for myself.

I just have a broken arm, not a broken brain.

"I'm sorry baby, I'm just glad I didn't lost you." Her face soften up.

"Mom I told you I'm not going no where." I explain to her.

"You can't say that, you don't know when the lord is ready to bring you home." She preach.

"Okay mom." I roll my eyes irritated, getting ready to listen to one of her long lecture.

"You saying okay, I keep telling you Gregory to leave the streets alone. What you want to end up like your daddy?"

"No mom I don't, I'm going to be better than him."

"You can't even go speak to your dad in jail. How can you be better than him but you just like him." She began folding up clothes.

"Mom I'm nothing like him. I'm Gregory Lee Miller." I hissed.

"Your name don't make you who you are Greg, your personality makes you who you are. And boy when I tell you, you got a personality like your damn daddy." She laugh a little.

"What you getting at mom?" I wanted her to get straight to the point.

"You should go see him and recreate a bond with him."

"Momm." I threw my head back.

"What?" She stop folding clothes and began to stare at me.

"I tell you this so many times that I don't want to see him." My face grew red.

"Why because you scared you going to end up just like him? In prison watching the days go by when you can be spending time with your son. I know." She nod her head and continue to fold the rest of the clothes.

My life wasn't on track right now, I haven't spoke to Trigga and Ash since the fuss at the hospital, and Maisy isn't no where to be found.

The girl from the party my mind took me back to that night.

I held her tight as the sweat drip from my forehead.

This time I turn her over, landing on top of her, first I started off slow than continue to thrust in and out of her fast.

"Deeper!" She command.

I did exactly what she wish for, which made her moan to the top of her lungs.

It never did cross my mind that her baby could be for me.

"Speaking of fucking, what happen to the chick at the party? You hit that?" Ash raise his eyebrow.

To be honest, I couldn't remember, all I know I woke up next to a light skin chick. I couldn't really see her full face due to her sleeping sideways.

"I don't know." I close my eyes trying to retrieve the memories from the night of the party.

"Nigga quit lying. You know you hit that." Ash playfully push me.

"I can't remember her face." I blew smoke out of nose.

"I sure can." Trigga said playfully humping the air.

"Me too shit. We both tried to go with our move, but you beat us to it. Lil mama was drunk, she was gobbling down them shots." Ash said.

"Drunk sex is the best sex, but drunk sex makes babies." Trigga call out.