"What?!" Peter says. You look at him with a shocked face as you rubbed the back of your neck. "Be right back." You stutter out of your mouth as you casually walked towards the crowded bunch around the table in the corner of the cafeteria. "Joseph!" You shout. You saw a boy with blonde hair and blue eyes look up at you. "Hey!" He shouts Peter walks up beside you. "You know him?" Peter asks. "Um. I-." You look over at Joseph as he gives you a smirk. "He was my older sisters boyfriend..." You mumble. "Tragic death huh?" Joseph mocks. "Hey, Peter," Joseph says. "Why are you here?" You ask. "This is a high school? Kids learn here... y/n." "I know that I'm not stupid, I meant what happened to Pennsylvania?" You ask. "Left." He says. "I moved when she died... remember?" He asks he gives you a soft smile as he combs his fingers through his hair. "Fuck you." You responded, your voice breaking. You felt Peter grab onto your wrist as he stopped you from going after Joseph. "yeah, yeah!" he shouted, "you treated her like shit!" you yell. you felt the whole cafeteria look at you as Peter held you back. "Peter let go of me!" you yell. "what's Y/n going to do? Whats she going to do?! Kill me? like she did with her sister?" Joseph shouted, "Mother fu-"
Peter pulled you over to one of the tables, you looked back at Joesph as all of his friends smirked at you. and clapped, you flipped them off with your other hand as Peter pulled it down. "what the hell?!" he shouted. "what?" you ask. "what happened back there?" he whispers. "nothing," you respond as you shook your head and peeping over Peter's shoulder as Joseph winked at you. "What do you mean nothing?! Clearly back there it was something!" he says. "I'm going to buy lunch, I'll see you later," you say as you walked away and you heard Joseph rooting behind you in the distance. As you made your way to the line you felt eyes stare at you and all you could hear is her voice.
*FLASHBACK*
"Mallory Stop!" you shouted as she sat on the edge of the bathtub and her hand filled with pills. "Kade is asleep!" you shouted. "I know!" she yelled as she looked up at you and her mascara running down her cheeks, her brown hair all up into a messy bun. It was a casual day after school, you were in middle school, Kade was only 1, and Mallory was 15, 5 years older than you. Your dad just left the house to work, and Mallory was in the bathroom crying when you first walked through the door. "Mallory... please." you repeated as she continued crying" "You can't leave me!" you yell. "Y/n! Stop!" she yells. Your breath got heavier and heavier as she just looked at the pills. "Don't come closer," she says as you took a step back, You didn't have a phone yet, her phone was on the kitchen counter and the home phone was nowhere to be found. She continued sobbing as you slowly crouched down onto your knees. "drop them.. we can work this out together." you say softly. you see her eyes softly close as her palms faced down and she fell onto her knees. You instantly ran over to her and held her as she continued crying uncontrollably.
But what happens at night?
it was the next day, you lifted your head off the pillow and looked outside, it was a rainy day in Pensylvania. you looked over at your nightstand and saw a note that had your name on it, your heart stopped as you grabbed the note and you ran into her room, "Mallory?!" you yelled as you slammed open her door, she wasn't in there, you looked over at the bathroom, the door shut, you ran towards it as you opened it... and there she was. on the floor, the pills container on the floor, and tears rolling down your eyes with pain once you fell onto your knees, the note in your hand as you scrunched it. "Dad!!" you yelled as you held her.
*END OF FLASHBACK*
School was over as you made your way down the steps, you saw Peter and Ned standing there as you called their names, "hi!" ned replies, "hey!" you say, "Peter?" you ask, he ignored you. "so your mad at me now?" you ask as you shaken your head gripping onto your bag, "why won't you tell me?!" he yells, you face goes into shock as you bit the bottom of your lip, avoiding contact with him, "fine! you want to know?!" you yell. "My sister killed herself! shes dead! Is that what you wanted to know?! and its all my fault!" you yelled you crossed your arms and your eyes filled with water, you walked away as you heard Peter call your name, and everyone's eyes looking at you, as you stormed down the sidewalk.