i know i haven't been writing these everyday. some days, it's been really hard for me. did you know that a couple of days this week, i was just able to get home from school and sleep all through the night?
is that healthy?
i have really been trying to keep up with the letters. can you please wake up? this is stupid. i'm writing these to you and you can't even read them.
i don't know if you ever will. and that scares the hell out of me. sam has no idea what's going on, and i think i'm freaking her out a little bit. but she shouldn't have to deal with it.
gray's come over a few times, and we've been able to laugh about the good times we've had with you. and the ones we hopefully will soon. people at school talk about you like you'll never wake up. i guess i do too, and i hate myself for it.
wake up soon okay? i love you.
-elise
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how are you guys liking this book?
