i'm sitting in your hospital room, writing this. looking at you, tubes coming out of you, machines beeping every second, it has the most awful vibe.
you always hated hospitals though.
this is the first time i've really come and sit in here with you in awhile. i know it's shitty of me, but it's so hard.
what's it like to be in a coma? can you hear us? the doctors say that you can, but i don't know if i believe it. do you see anything? do you see....god?
looking at how peaceful you look, it hurts my heart. i want to laugh with you again, and i want to hug you. i want to cry with you, and i need you. you keep me together. sammie really loves you too, as you know. i haven't told her that you're in a coma, and if i did, i wouldn't tell her how. she doesn't need to know that.
i know i keep saying this, but please wake up soon. i don't know how much longer i can go without you.
-elise
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this book is coming to an end :(:
