If I Could Fly

Chapter 3

The sea green eyes of the boy who I was indeed, in love with has been standing here staring at me for at least 5 minutes before someone finally broke the silence. "Louis what the hell do you want?" Niall questioned walking towards his bedroom entrance where Louis was. "Oh... U-Um... I just wanted to talk to Harry." I was looking at him, lost in the fact that he had just stuttered and began to blush a little. I thought I was the only one who ever stuttered, matter of fact, I thought I was the only one who ever blushed when it came to Louis. He caught my eyes and softly smiled, "the only time you actually ever talk to Harry is when you are harassing him Lou," Zayn had said before I realized that I had just cleared my throat. All three of the boys were looking at me, I looked at the floor before looking up at them. "Um... L-Louis. H-how long were you standing there," I was stuttering really bad and had to look at the floor again. Man, Louis makes me feel really intimidated. I cleared my throat before speaking again, "how long were you standing there before you told meh hey?" I watched as his face kinda grew pale, "I wasn't here that long lad, don't forget that I need to talk to you." Niall looked at Zayn as they both looked at me with concern in their eyes. I was to focused on the now empty spot in the door way to even noticed that they were both in front of me now.

 "Um, I honestly have no idea guys... He wrote me this note and handed it to me at school... a-and he got my number from your phone Niall... a-and so yeah. I have no clue what he wants," I sat down on the floor and just rested my head on my knees. "Well lad, don't talk to him. He's probably just gonna say something mean or worse." Niall said as him and Zayn sat beside me, I looked up at them and smiled softly. "I honestly love you guys so much, I don't know what I'd ever do without you two." They both laughed and I couldn't stop from laughing either. "You'd probably be dead," Zayn said after laughing. "You need to stop cutting Hazza. I don't want to lose you and I know Niall doesn't want to either. You're our brother lad, and we wouldn't know how to live without you." I couldn't stop the tears that were falling now and without even being able to hug Zayn first, he had me in a bear hug and Niall of course joined in to,"Zayn's right Harry. You are our brother, and from now on I want you to stay with me. I know that Louis lives under the same roof, but I won't let him hurt you in any way. I'm not chancing it any more, I've already talked with my parents and they know what you've been doing and how it's been bothering me and Zayn. They've even said that you should move in." 

They both let go of me and we were all sitting crisscrossed in a little circle. I was of course still crying, but now I was honestly quite happy that I have two friends who are practically my only family. "I-I don't know what to s-say Nialler... I would love too, but I don't want to be intrusive," Niall jumped up on to his feet, put his hands on his hips, and death glared me. "Harry fucking Styles! You won't be intrusive, you're literally family. My parents love you and love having you over. Now shut the hell up and be happy." Zayn was dying of laughter at how ridiculous and mother like Niall was being, "You sir, father Niall," Zayn died of even more laughter at my response. "Oh my god I should've recorded that," Niall huffed and crossed his arms. "You two are dicks," Niall said while trying not to laugh himself. "Well Niall, we do have dicks," I said dying of laughter. "Oh whatever smartass, I'll be back. I'm going to go get those movies I got after school earlier," Zayn and I hadn't stopped laughing and Niall chuckled as he walked out of the room. "That was a good one Haz," I nodded and had finally stopped laughing.

Niall showed me the movies he had chosen and let me decide which one we would watch first tonight. Between Conjuring 1, Amityville Horror, and the new version of Stephen King's movie It, I had settled on It just because I love clowns. Niall said we'd start the movie after he got back from going to get pizza and drinks. I had chosen to stay here while he and Zayn went to pick the stuff up. At first they weren't to thrilled that I wanted to stay here, but after they checked to see if Louis was here and saw that he wasn't here at all, they decided I could stay. They had left a few moments ago and I was to lost in thought like usual to see Louis had walked into Niall's room. I've picked up on something tonight, Louis always has a quite entrance. "Hazza, where's the other two?" I had jumped a little being startled and drug out of my own mind. I wasn't complaining though because I was thinking about how I cut myself earlier, Louis sat down in front of me and literally took my hands in his.

 "Hazza, I know I've been a dick a lot... a-and I'm sorry for that. I really truly am. I don't really remember what made me start picking on you Harry Styles, and I don't know why I keep doing it to be honest. I only know that there is something about you that makes me want to always be around you. Maybe it's just because you've always been at my house every weekend since you were like 11 and I was like 13. I knew from the very first day you came to my house that you were gonna change my life. I started noticing the way you looked at me with the soft blue eyes of yours. I've even started noticing that you're always stuttering around me, and how you lose your train of thought. Hazza I don't know how to say this but I like you too. I've liked you from day one a-and I just d-don't know why I haven't told you sooner." I can't believe what he's telling me, I can't believe he stuttered again either. 

I didn't know I was crying until I felt him let go of my hand and gently wipe my tears away, "don't cry love. Angels aren't supposed to cry. Harr, love... I heard what you and the boys were talking about earlier. I don't know why you feel the need to hurt your beautiful self, and I don't know your story. I only know what I've head Niall and our parents talk about. I can't help but," I heard the crack in Louis voice knowing that he was fixing to cry. I looked him in the eyes and he looked at me with eyes that couldn't hold the tears any longer. I gently wiped his tears away like he did mine. I winced a little when he pulled my wrist up to his face a softly kissed my wrist, "I-I know that I've made you hurt worse and I never meant for any of that to happen. I never meant to hurt the only person I would ever want to spend my life with. Yes I just s-said that," I watched him as he laughed a little and I couldn't help but to cry again. "Harry I don't want you to hurt anymore and I'm sorry I've hurt you. I wish... Oh god do I wish that I would've told you I liked you sooner. Maybe you wouldn't have hurt yourself so m-much..."

Without any hesitation, I honestly didn't even think about it, I leaned in and kissed Louis. The spark as soon as our lips met was so angelic that you would've thought you were watching fireworks while in the air when they made the big booms. I may be scared of fireworks, but I love to watch them even if I have to cover my ears. "Louis, I- I'm sorry... I didn't me," I was cut off when Louis pulled me into his lap holding his hands on my hips, pulling me even closer when we kissed again. "Harry, I'm here for you. From now until we die. I will always protect you and I will also always be watching you. I can't get you out of my mind, I haven't been able to since the day you walked into my house." Is this a dream; was this just my mind playing games with me? Louis knew I was lost and must have known what I was thinking about, "Harry this is real lad," he said making us both chuckle a little. The boy of my dreams has just basically made my dreams come true, "Louis, I-I can't believe this. I really just can't believe this. I forgive you by the way, and I want you to know that I knew from day one that I really liked you. I never thought you'd feel the same though; I always wanted you to though, but I was always too scared to ever say anything because I never thought I stood a chance. I never knew why you always harassed me; I honestly thought it was because you hated me for some reason. I really, and I mean I really like you Louis... L-Louis Tomlinson."

I looked at him crying and he gently wiped my eyes again, boy did I love the feeling of his hand touching my cheek. "I guess we can say it was love at first sight," I chuckled wiping his tears away too; I never thought I'd ever see the day that Louis Tomlinson would cry in front of me. "I guess we can that," I said and we sat there for at least 5 minutes just staring at each other's eyes. "You really have the most beautiful eyes Lou," I smiled after realizing that his eyes literally were the most perfect set of eyes I've ever seen in my life time. I watched as his smile grew and oh god, his smile is to die for. I've never seen this smile on Louis faces before. "Hazza you are the most beautifulest angel I've ever seen in my entire life. I love your eyes, your hair because of the curls, your smile because it's the most gorgeous thing to see, your body because it's you," I hugged him tightly and was once again crying. "You are the most amazing person I've seen in my life Harry. I want you to always remember that." I pulled back looking at him, "Louis... I think I love you." He laughed and I couldn't understand why, then I realized what I had just said. "I-I'm sorry Lou," I was stopped when he pulled me into a tight hug, then he gently put one hand on my left cheek and the other hand on my right, and pulled me into another kiss that made the butterflies go crazy in my stomach. It also made my heart race and I thought of fireworks again.

"I love you too Harry. Harry Styles."

Here lies chapter 3 my lovelies. I'm sorry if it's crappy and I'm sorry it's so late that I'm posting it, I got caught up in stupid college homework. Anyways I hope you guys like it and once again I'm sorry if it sucks. Let me know what you guys think though. I'll have chapter 4 up tomorrow after class and I don't have class on Friday, so I'll probably post a few more chapters then just 1. Much love xx