If I Could Fly

Chapter 4

Louis had decided to stay in here in Niall's room with me until Zayn and Niall got back home. We have set here talking about the reason why I had cut myself before coming over, I don't think I have ever seen Louis look so sad. I've only ever seen him laughing and smiling, even when he wasn't with his friends. I heard rumors about Liam Payne and Louis getting into a fight at school, I didn't believe it until Niall had told me. It's weird though, because now they're friends. I was pulled out of my thoughts by the most beautiful person sitting beside me, "Harry, love, I don't like the idea of you hurting yourself. It honestly breaks my heart. Can I ask you something babes?" He just called me babes, I don't think my heart can stand this much love. I looked at him with a slight smile, "o-of course you can sweetums." Did I seriously just call him sweetums? That's so lame oh my goodness, "Aweeeeee Hazza, I like the idea of you calling me sweetgum," He was blushing so bad that it caused me to blush, which made him blush even more, "but no, u-um... can I ask you to make sure that you message me whenever you feel like hurting yourself?" I caught his eyes when I looked at him again, I love how beautiful they are, even if they are fixing to let tears go. " L-louis... I will, I promise. I-I don't like seeing you so sad, it make my heart hurt honestly. Louis I've l-loved you for so long and this is the first time I've actually seen you so sad."

Louis stood up, took my hand, and pulled me to my feet. Before I knew it I was hugged so tight that I couldn't help but think that my ribs might break at any second, I wrapped my arms around the back of his neck and we stayed like this for several moments. "Hazza, I'm pretty great at hiding my feelings and emotions. Besides my family and Liam, you're the only one that has seen me actually break down and cry." I absolutely love looking in this boys eyes, I see my whole world in his eyes. I want to stay in this moment forever, it's so breath taking. I softly pulled his face to mine and placed our lips together once again. I absolutely love the spark I keep filling when our lips collide. I couldn't help but smile while we stood here kissing, and I just noticed that Louis was smiling to. We both pulled back at the same time and we both were smiling like idiots, "Lou-" I was cut off by the sound oh the front door opening and Louis kissing me again. I was so lost in the kiss and the way Louis' hands were on my hips pulling me closer. "What the hell?" Louis and I had both jumped at Niall's tone and Zayn's loud gasp. "U-Um... Niall, I'm s-sorry," I was stuttering so bad trying not to cry, I really hate thinking that I've upset or aggravated anyone I care about. At this exact moment I feel like I've just aggravated my two best friends. I set on the floor, pulled my knees up to my chest, and buried my face into them as I hugged my knees.

"Hey now, I didn't hurt him. I just needed to talk to him so we've been in here talking and, well yeah." I was caught off guard with Niall bursting into laughter which caused Zayn to laugh too. I looked up at them and couldn't help but to chuckle a little, them laughing always made me chuckle or laugh uncontrollably. "I knew you two were gonna freaking end up talking about yalls feelings. Jesus Louis you make everything so freaking confusing. Once you started picking on Harry I thought you were trying to get over the fact that you liked him. This really pissed me off, because Harry didn't deserve the short end of the stick." I stood up and looked from Niall to Louis, Louis looked really aggravated, "How the hell did you know I liked Harry, Nialler?" I cleared my throat a little and all three of the guys looked over at me, "Oh I'm s-sorry, I was just clearing my throat cause it felt funny. Niall you knew he liked me and never told me?" Niall look grew sad and I knew he was hurt from not telling me. "I'm sorry lad; I wasn't allowed to tell anyone because I honestly wasn't supposed to know. Louis I'm sorry that I never told you that I knew either." I watched as Zayn walked over to Niall's bed and sat down before bending down to take his shoes off. "I overheard you talking to mum Louis and when she walked out of your room and saw me standing there with my mouth open, she made me swear to never tell a single soul and that we would see how fate played out." Louis slowly took my hand looking over at me for a split second with that beautiful smile of his.