These are my confessions
Y'all i like Bahja .... nah fvck like I love Bahja Rodriguez , I always had special feelings for her so when I found out that she was happy with Samantha i was happy ofcourse but a little heart broken which lead to a lot of song writing which turned into an album which turned into a very successful sold out tour ( not really her songs that I'm about to list just songs I love) "lions , tigers and bears" "right there" "adore you" "unconditional" "B.A.N.S" "stay" "the worst" "nEXt" "it won't stop" "gone" "all of me" "all that matters" and a couple of more songs I was really proud of my album but I couldn't really even say nothing because I was with Zoey and I had love for him I just didn't love him .... I stopped loving him a year after we together , I know I sound like a bitch it was just I was in love with someone else , bahja and sam had been together longer a couple months before me and Zoey but I knew him since way back ... Once me and Zoey got together I was happy I'm not gonna lie I just couldn't stop myself for falling for that smile, and that Hershey milk chocolate eyes, and that perfect clear skin tone, bahja was who my body yearned for what I needed and what I still need.... when me and Zoey were "making love" the only person I could think about was Bahja .... so when I found out I was pregnant I was obviously happy that I was gonna have a baby so was Zoey ,bahja, bre, sam, and my other friends but that wasn't the same story for my parents ..... my mother was upset and told me That me and my pregnant ass could stay until I go into labor and she'll give me a month to move out so I can have time to land on my feet . she said it with tears pouring out her eyes as if something was hurting her I understand I was only 17 but my singing career was going great I don't know why she got so angry to this day I still don't but I don't care, when I was about 7 months a day before my baby shower
*flashback*
Me- girl do you think this dress is cute ?
Bre- yeah but nique you have like 12 dresses already your not pregnant for the rest of your life only 9 months boo
Me- I know but I gotta work this belly girl , my baby can't have a unstylish momma
Bre- I guess ... how does this look on me ?
Me- gurll yasss * I said mimicking bahja*
Bre- omfg your so stupid .... have you talked to her?
Me- yea this morning , she was going to six flags with Sam
Bre- oh ok ... are you excited to tell everyone that it's a baby girl ?
Me- yeah kinda I'm tired of hiding it only you know I haven't Told bahja yet she's been driving me crazy about it
Bre- yea I know she keeps as-* gets cut off by her phone ringing *
Me- *my phone started ringing too*
It was bahjas number and Sams # was calling bre
I picked up
"Hello?"
"Umm... your friend Bahja Rodriguez was in a sever car crash several minutes ago she survived but might be in a coma but the driver didn't "
My phone slipped out of my hand and everything looked like it went black I couldn't speak my body went numb and my trough went dry I felt like I couldn't breath .... some how I manage to bend down and grab my phone
" What hospital are they being taken to ?" I mange to say trying to hold back my tears
" Jamaica hospital" ( a hospital on New York )
" Ok-k I'm on my way "
I looked to my left to see bre paying for what we had grabbed and I still couldn't move she grabbed the bags and then my hand ... bre was never the type to show her feelings that easily once we got to the car I got in the passages seat and let my tears flow out non stop bre on the other hand just slipped in the car with glossy eyes and blinked twice 3 tears fell out she quickly wiped them and just out her hand on my stomach and pulled off to the hospital
