Victoria’s Point Of View
I sat on my bedroom floor looking through the old pictures of Jack and I.
The memories rushed through my head, whoever thought something so perfect could end like this? I felt my eyes get damp. I quickly wiped my eyes. No, I will not be broken. Not now, not here.
~FlashBack~
I laughed and looked at him, “No! I don’t wanna cuddle right now! I’m hungry!” I said. He made a pout face, “B-but baby! Pa-lease!” He said as a little boy. I giggled and shook my head sitting at the end of the bed. He smirked and pulled me by my arms on top of him. I laughed and stayed on top of him. “To easy.” He said with a smirk. I blushed and softly hit his arm. “Ow!” he teased. I laughed a little.
"Oh hush you little weirdo!" I said poking his nose. He made a funny face, "But yo love dis weirdo." He said in a weird, but cute, accent.
~End Of FlashBack~
I was now in tears, I laid on the cold ground, I pulled myself into a ball. “H-he’s really gone…” I said softly, I held onto a picture of Jack and I at a friend’s party. I won’t forget how everyone aw’ed us and gave us war, smiles. I held the picture close to my chest, not wanting to let go the memory of him.
I remember the days we cuddled and watched movies. The road trips and vlogs we did. Now it’s all gone. He’s gone, my everything is gone. Who’ve expected this to happen? I didn’t know after nearly two years together something happens..
~FlashBack~
"Hey YouTube! It’s Victoria! So a lot of you guys request a vlog, as you guys know Jack Gilinsky and I are going on a road trip. You guys insistent we vlogged while we’re on the road! So we are! Say hello baby!" I said.
He gave the camera a big smile, “Sup guys!” He said, I giggled. “Lets get going!!” I placed the camera on the camera holding in the car.
***
Two hours had passed by.
We stopped and took a few photos and filmed some clips.
We stopped at a small beach there were only a few people. I smiled to myself. “Wanna shoot a short clip here?” I asked looking at him. He nodded his head. “Excuse me!” I yelled towards a couple they turned and looked at me. “Yes?” said the guy.
"Hi, um, so my boyfriend and I are making a video for YouTube and everything. So I was wondering you could film us running on the beach? I know it sounds weird, but may you?" I asked nicely.
He nodded his head. “Sure thing!” He said, I handed him the camera. “Tell me when to start!” He said. I chuckled and took off my shoes along with Jack. “Alright, I think we’re ready!” I yelled.
I raced Jack down the beach, the guy ran behind us getting a good view for us.
We stopped running and walked back to the guy. He handed us the camera. We played the video. “Perfect!” I said to him. He smiled and said, “You’re very welcome. May I help you guys with anything else?” He asked. I shook my head softly.
"No, we got it. Thank you so much." I said, his girlfriend didn’t say a thing, I hope she wasn’t jealous? I smiled at her, "I like your dress." I said to her, she gave me a warm smile. "Thanks." She said softly. I looked over at Jack who was looking at the sky.
"We better get going. It’s getting late." He said, I nodded. We exchanged numbers with the couples and made way back to the car.
***
After our road trip, I had a lot of editing to do..but it was worth it.
~End Of FlashBack~
As more memories came pouring back, so have my tears. It’s been six months since we broke up, a long six months. I sat up with makeup running down my face. I then heard my phone ring. I looked around for it.
I found it, I picked it up and saw it was a text from Jack.
“We need to talk.” it read.
I didn’t bother to reply, I threw my phone on the couch. I sat on the floor, crying, makeup ruined, hair a mess. I sat for a good five minutes until my doorbell rang. I lazily stood up. I slowly made way to the door. “Who is it!” I called. No answer. The doorbell rang again.
I grew more upset, “I’m coming!” I said wiping my makeup, trying to look decent. I stood a quick look at myself in the mirror. I looked horrible. I shook my head and put my hand on the handle. I slowly opened.
There standing, was Jack. “Jack?” I said softly, he was crying as well. He looked like he hasn’t slept in years. His eyes were puffy, he had bags under his eyes. “Victoria..” He said softly. I looked at him, ” W-what are you doing here?” I asked, He walked in with something behind his back.
I didn’t say a word. He closed the door with his foot, ” I want you back, I learned I can’t live without you. I can’t sleep without you.” He said pulling flowers from behind his back. ” I miss you. I miss us.” He said.
I didn’t say a word, his eyes began to water. “Baby..Please.” He placed the flowers on the table beside us. I looked at him, he looked down. “Baby, please.. I fucked up big time.. I was stupid.. I made a mistake.” He looked back up at me. My heart was broken, and he wanted me back.
"Jack.." I finally said. He grabbed a hold of one hand and got on his knee. "Baby, I fucked up. I’m a fuck up." he choked out. " I can’t do this. I need you in my life. I need you more than just being my girlfriend.. I want you to be mine. Forever." He said..
