therapy h.s

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I wake up to the annoying sound of my 7:00 alarm ringing. Time to get ready for school, i mentally groan to myself. My body aches from the late night "lessons" as i drag myself out of bed and slugishly walk to where my vanity is located. Turning on my straightener i take a peek of myself in the mirror.. Bad idea.

I have large dark bags under my eyes from lack of sleep. My face is almost a ghostly white, and my eyes are a piercing ocean blue. While my chestnut colored hair is in a messy, knotted, bun. Taking the elastic out of my locks, i try to tame my mane of hair. Failing miserably at the task, i begin to straighten my hair. Sense my hair is awfully thick and long it takes me a good 35 minuets before im finally done.

Now i begin on my makeup, not really caring much, i put a thin line of eyeliner on my eye. Dashing some mascara on my long top and bottom lashes. Also making sure to cover up my disgusting purple dark circles. Not really thinking to cover up my many scars and cuts.

I creep over to my closet careful not to make much noise sense im sure my father is awake. Searching through my mound of clothes i decide on a simple grey sweater and jeans topped of with grey VANS. Not really making an effort on what i look like sense school is almost over.

These past 4 years of high school have been pure torture. The constant reminder that everyone and everything is judging you. I may "have it all" but all in all, life sucks. I know there are many people out there that have it worse but seeing as nobody knows my story i cant really say much.

Making my way down stairs, deciding to skip breakfast seeing as i could lose a few pounds. I mentally slap myself not remembering my dad hadn't gone to work yet.

"ERIN" my dads voice booms through the large house.

"Yea dad" my voice comes out barley above a whisper.

"Why arent you at school? Were you waiting for me to teach you another lesson?" he begins walking over to me with that wicked grin of his.

Harrys pov

I woke up to the morning sun shining through my blinds. It was the perfect day, which is a change for London's usual gloomy weather. I woke this morning with a smile on my face. Do you ever have that feeling that the day was going to be good? Well thats what i was currently feeling. Actually looking forward to school, i hop out of bed and rush to the bathroom.

I turn on the shower not waiting for the water to warm and dispose of my clothes. Grabbing my shampoo i cant help but wonder about my sudden mood change. Im the type to sleep in till the last minuet and rush to make it to school on time. Pushing the thought to the back of my mind i finish washing up and turn the water off. Mentally scolding myself for not remembering a towel, i make a mad dash back to my room.

Searching my closet i just choose my usual attire, a black shirt, blacks skinny jeans which i struggle extra with seeing as im still damp from my shower. Topping the look of with black converse. I make my way downstairs to see my sister Gemma already ready for her first day of collage.

She recently transferred to the collage here in London. She was going to a collage in New York with her boyfriend, Jackson, but they didnt exactly work out. She caught him cheating on her with her best friend after a night out. Surprisingly Gem was taking the breakup extremely well and immediately got back on her feet and moved in with us. Meaning me and my mum.

I sit down at the table and grab some toast from my sisters plate. Only receiving a play full nudge of the elbow from her. My mum makes an appearance entering the kitchen in her work attire.

"Hello honey" my mom speaks while giving my a quick kiss on he cheek.

"Hello mum" i quickly reply while rummaging through my bookbag making sure i have everything i need for the day.

"I think im just gonna take the bus today okay Gems?"

"Ya thats fine i was gonna ask you to anyway, you know sense its my first day of collage and i shouldn't be late" she gives my a sly smirk.

"Okay well im gonna head out.. Bye mum, Gemma" I rush to the door after giving my mother and Gemma a quick kiss to the temple. Barley making it to the bus stop on time i get on the hideous excuse for transportation and make my way to school.

{a.n hey guys so im very knew with this and im just trying this out. I will update this maybe every week? probably on the weekends though, but thank you to everyone that has or is reading this, until next week -m}