therapy h.s

5

Erins pov

I continue staring out the window and watch the rain drops race down the windows. Almost forgetting I was in the presence of Harry until I hear movement beside me. Harry reaches into his back pocket and pulls out his phone. He begins texting someone and I curiously watch his long fingers type away at the digital keyboard. When he stops he glances over at me and tries to give me a sorrowful smirk, but Im to emotionally drained to return one. Instead i decide to break the silence.

"Who were you texting" I look back out the window hoping not to come of as interested.

"My mum, I was asking if you could stay over tonight" I snap my head towards him and widen my eyes at him. I cant stay with him, my dad would give me a huge "lesson" or maybe even put me in the hospital again. I still remember the first time he went to far with his teachings. He ended up throwing my down two flights of stairs, causing me to break my leg and a major concussion.

"No dont worry i wont let him hurt you anymore." Harry looks me in the eyes, i search his green orbs for what he is trying to accomplish.

"I dont want your pity" i spit back to him. I reach my hand for the car handle to get out. Who does he think he is trying to help me. I dont need help, I was perfectly fine with hiding from everyone what happened to me. Until Harry had to come along and find out.

"This situation isnt even that big of a deal." i continue my sentence.

"No big deal?" Harry looks furious now, he follows me out of the car and into the cold downpour of rain "this is a huge deal Erin, a father isnt supposed to treat his daughter like that, you deserve so much better. You deserve a perfect life. You dont even realize that someone is trying to help you. You are completely oblivious to the people around you who truly care." after he was done with his rant he looked at me searching me for a reaction, to bad for him that im a pro at hiding my feelings.

"You hardly know me Harry, how could you possibly care for me? What? Sense poor weak Erin is abused you feel this..this sudden urge to be a hero? Well listen hear bud your the exact opposite. If it werent for you i could continue my life at being somewhat normal. But no you had to come prancing in and finding out the one thing i hadnt wanted anyone to know" I had now realized i was crying. Hoping Harry wouldnt notice and just think it was the rain around us. I also then realized i was drenched and cold. I wanted to go home.

"You know Harry, thinking about it now, you are the worst person to find out. I might just quite possibly hate you as much as my father "

I look at him waiting for his reaction. He strides towards me inches away from my face until he finally speaks.

"Well you might just hate me more after i do this" before i knew it his lips were connecting with mine. Everything in that moment had faded away. I didnt care that we were standing in the middle of nowhere soaking wet in the rain. I didnt care that my father could be on his way searching for me. I didnt care that i thought I hated Harry. All that mattered in this moment was me and him. Our lips meshed perfectly together and we found a rythmic sync with our tongues. My knees felt like jello and butterflies erupted in my stomach, I didnt hate Harry one bit but i had wished i did. He was my sanity and i had just gotten to really talk to me. He gave me a certain feeling of safety, so in this moment everything was okay. I didnt know how long we had stood there but when he pulled away I had realized i needed my breath. Breathing heavily i looked him in the eyes and said the only thing that felt right.

"I could never hate you Harry Styles"

Harrys pov

I knew i shouldnt kiss her but it felt so right. Her lips perfectly molded with mine and i couldnt help but feel butterflies in my stomach. Her lips tasted heavenly, she was my angel and i wanted to protect her from the world. Guard her from anything and everything. I knew she didnt hate me she was just to caught up in the moment of our argument to think straight. After who knows how long i was in need of air and pulled away. I looked at her blue orbs and awaited her reaction.

"I could never hate you Harry Styles" she whispered. Almost unceartain if she really said it i looked at her once more before i realized she had. Before i knew it i was connecting our lips again.

[anon hey guys so i updated yay i will try to do a double update if not for sure tomorrow. Im so sorry for the wait i hope it was worth it!! -m}