Loving The Bad Boy

11.

"I Love You." he said. And surprisingly, i loved him too. He made me happy. The happiest ive been in a while. In the past i just acted like i was happy but in reality...i wasn't. I always had to everything that people expected me to do. My life felt as if it was step book or a manual on how to do something. but when i met Jessie, he showed how yo live life with no worrys and just be who i want to be. Not someone who people expect me to be. I have comepletely fallen for Jesse Andrews. A guy who was invisible to me and now is the love of my life.

"I love you." i told him.

With that he connected out lips and smiled inbetween the kisses. Honestly, this is the perfect place to say i love you. The spring breeze is blowing, we're laying in the middle of a beautiful meadow, and the sky is clear and blue without a single cloud in sight. Jesse pulled away with the biggest smile on his face and i found myself smiling as well. Hell who wouldnt be!

"Eleana. Can i ask you something?"

"Yes."

"Would you like to go out with me tonight?"

"I would love to." i said.

With that we just got comfortable and enjoyed the nice breeze because honestly... this is the best day of my life. And i couldn't be happier.

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I got home with a smile on my face. It was honestly the best day of my life. I still cant believe we're finally together. The whole time we were secret i was not happy. I was upset we couldnt be together in public. But now im just happier than ever!

I walk through the door and my mom was looking at me as if i did the most horrible thing in the world.

"What's wrong?" i asked with a questioned look.

"Why do you do that?"

"Do what?"

"Break up with Matty."

"Mom! Does it matter!"

"Yes it does! You guys were perfect. he was perfect for you!"

"Mom! He wasnt for me! Just deal with it ok!"

"Fine. Fine. But if i didnt hear from Matty's mother that you broke up with him I wouldnt have invited them for dinner."

"What! He's coming! Why would you do that!"

"Its my choice"

"Ughh im going out." i say while walking away from my mother.

"Get back here young lady!" she said, "Look your going stay and your going to join us for dinner."

"Fine. but im inviting my boyfriend." right when i said that i wanted fo take it back.

"And who exactly is your boyfriend?"

"Jesse Andrews."

"Out all the guys you had to choose him. But if thats what you want you can invite him."

"Thank you mother." i said walking upstairs to my room.

I open my door and i find Jesse sprawled out in my bed using my laptop. I drop my stuff and lay down next to him.

"Hey beautiful." he said turning to me and giving me a kiss.

"Hey."

"Are you ok. Is it about the Matty argument you and your mom were talking about?"

"Yea its really annoying ."

"So im guessing our date is canceled?"

"Yeah. Sadly."

"Its ok we'll go next time." he said while pcking my cheek.

"But i really wanted to go out with you tonight." i whined

"We can leave after your done eating."

"Really." i said

"Yea" he said with a smile. i leaned up and kissed him and the layed back down.

"Though im still really bummed about Matty coming over to dinner." i said with a frown.

"Can i try to cheer you up?"

"You can try." i said. With Jesse had a full on smirk on his face. he started leaning in and i just leaned forward and began to kiss him. It wasnt rough it was more like a sweet peaceful kiss. I was feeling like a swarm of butterflys in my stomach. Oh how I love this boy.

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Hey Humans !! Sorry i havent updated in a long time. like i said before i get really busy and this summer was super busy. well anyways im back ! X) soo once again sorry and yea bye.