Loving The Bad Boy

10.

I walked down the empty hallways after school making my way to the usual place that me and Jesse meet after school. We go to the woods behind the school and walk to this some-what treehouse that we found a couple weeks ago when he planned a romantic dinner for us in the meadow that just happens to be in the middle of the woods. It was a beautiful senery with candle light pinic. But what saddens me is the fact that me and Jesse cant do anything public. The secret about us has been going on for three months now and honestly i couldnt be happier that Jesse is my boyfriend. But then theres Matty. Just the thought of him actually loving me is just pain of guilt in my stomach. And i cant take it anymore. Im going to break up with him once i see him. No hesitation at all. i was never happy with him. Never.

Im brought out of my thoughts when i bump into someone causing me to fall on the floor.

"Aww babe im sorry are you ok?" he said while helping me up from the floor. Ok. Here it goes. Its now or never.

"We need to talk."

"About?"

"Us."

"Whats wrong with us? Everythings fine with us."

"I just dont feel thesame about you anymore. Im really sorry Matty i really am but i think we should go and meet new people."

"What! Where are you getting this from."

"Nowhere."

"But we love each other."

"Im sorry." i say as i walk away and continue to make my way to the car. I turn over my should and see Matty just looking at me. I quickly turn around and push the door open.

I go to my car and unlock the trunk and throw my stuff in there and grab my duffle and sling it on my shoulder. Surprisingly I didnt feel sad at all. I felt as if a huge amount of weight has been removed from my shoulders. And it feels great.

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I arrive at the meadow and find Jesse laying down looking up at the sky. I walk up to him and drop my duffle beside him and lay down next to him. i put my head on his stomach.

"Hey babe."

"Hey." i say with a smile.

"Why so cheery. Your usually more out of it."

"Well something happened today."

"What?"

"Im single." i say with a smirk. Once those words left my lips he immediately sat up, making my head go on his lap.

"Are you serious!" he says.

"Yea." i says. He gets up and helps me up and picks me up and starts spinning me around.

"Finally! your only mine!" he yelled.

"Put me down." i said while laughing. He puts me down and i face him.

"So you know how we've been together for three months now and i jist wanted to say.." he trails off.

"What?"

"I---i---- I Love You."