Loving The Bad Boy

4.

"Who was that?" Baley asked. I should tell her. She is my bestfriend after all.

"Can you keep a secret. And i mean this shit is like a matter of life and death secret. You could never say this to anyone you have to take it with you to your grave. Thats how big this shit is." i say.

"Of course i promise." she says. I take a deep breath.

"Its was Jesse Andrews."

"No fucking way!! What does that hottie want!" she said. I told her everything that happened today after class ended.

"Your in some deep shit thats for sure."

"Ughh! I know!"

"Are you gonna tell Matty?"

"Im not sure if i want to."

" You should just break up with him i mean its obvious that you dont love him. And its also obvious that you have a thing for Jesse. So just go with the flow."

"But i dont want to just go with the flow. I wanna know what im falling into."

"Shit! Your falling for Jesse!! No fucking way!!"

"What!! Fuck no!! Have you seen us! We're two different people. Plus we barely even met and know each other."

"You just said that you wanna know what you're falling into so that technically means that your falling for him."

"Nope."

"Okeey. Whatever you say.." she said. Man this girl is so hard to convince.

We finished doing our hair and make-up and we headed to the party. This should be interesting.

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We walked into the kickback, which really turned into a party since the house was already packed. I immeadiately walked to the bar. I took three shots of tequilla and i felt the burn of alcohol run down my throat. I loved it. Then i felt and arm wrap around my waist. At first i thought it was Jesse but was Matty.

"Hey." he said.

"We need to talk." i say. He takes my hand and guides me around the house to a bedroom.

"So umm theres something i have to tell you."

"What is it?" he asked

"I--Im--I love you." i blurted out. Why did i do that. As soon as i said those words came out of my mouth he attached our lips. He pinned me on the bed and we made out. But it didnt feel the same. I didnt feel the sparks that i felt with Jesse. As he pulled away i expected to see Matty's face but then Jesse's face appeared. What the hell!

"Babe whats wrong?" Matty said. Then all at once his face reappeared. I must be seeing things.

"Nothing i just need fresh air and a drink."

"Alright. Lets go." he said. I feel like a total douche. But i cant just dump him like that. There was nothing wrong with our relationship. Well in my point of view, the problem was that i dont love him and he loves me. Ughh this is so complicated. As i walk up to the bar and grab a Jack Daniels bottle and im greeted by a familar smirk faced kid. Jesse.

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eeeee what will happen next. (x