Loving The Bad Boy

13.

All i saw was darkness. I hated it. I wanted to go back and into Jessie's arms, go to cheer practice, even go to freaking school for fucks sakes! Anything but lay here in this hospitol bed and listen to everyone speak to me and not being able to respond. Jessie has been here in this room with me day and night since day 1. He's always speaking to me and telling me to come back and that he loves me and that he's not gonna leave my side. It pains me to hear him like this. It hurts me that he's going through this. And i dont want him to.

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One day, when Jessie was reading me if i stay, which is pretty wierd well not really its just what im going through right now, Matty walked into the room. I can feel him looking at me. He just sighs.

"This is my fault." Matty says.

"Its both of ours." Jessie responds. i just wanna yell out and say its not. Its mine for going in between them knowing they wouldnt stop.

"Hey.... Im sorry about that black eye." he says.

" Whatever. Can you go now."

" No im not gonna fucken leave i have a right to see her. "

"Totally yea cause you know she wants you to be here."

"At least she loved me unlike you." Matty said. At this point Jessie burst out in laughter.

"Did you really think she loved you you fucken idiot."

"She told me."

"Well what you dont know is that me and her were making love during the whole time so if anything she loves me." He said, " oh and by the way, i know you were fucking jennifer the whole time you and Eleana were dating."

Matty stayed silent. Which means he did. I cannot believe he just said that. Im so glad I went with Jessie. Suddenly i feel strength in me to move my arm. I want to wake up. Wake up. I hear a gasp. Suddenly i begin to see things. Then, everything came together, all at once. I see him. Jessie turns around and doesnt even hesitate. He quickly connects our lips and i feel tesrs coming down my face. He pulls away and pulls me into him and hugs me and i just cry of happiness. Finally. Im back.