Die By My Own Hand

Chapter 19

Tim

As the doctor looked at Faith’s chart she got a look on her face. “You were sexually assaulted correct?” she asked her. “Yes. Why?” Faith asked back. “Did you get an examine?” “Not really. Again why?” “Well you said you were bleeding from the assault. Even rough sex shouldn’t cause you to bleed. Do you mind letting me take a quick exam before you leave?” “Uh sure.” Faith hesitantly said. “Just do what you do at your appointments.” Faith looked at me then did as asked. “This won't take long. I just want to make sure everything looks okay.” “Um okay. Should I be more concerned?” Faith asked. The doctor didn’t answer but began her exam. “Well from the looks of it, Faith you were pregnant. Very early but the bleeding occurred because the sexual encounter was so traumatizing to your body it caused you to have a miscarriage.” the doctor said. I immediately threw up. This is all on me, if I hadn’t done any of the stupid things then we would be having another baby. Faith looks at me with such hatred in her eyes. “Can you have my husband escorted out and my friend Missi sent back?” Faith said. “Wait what?” I said to her. “I really can't look at you right now.” she said crying. “I will see you at home.” I said grabbing my jacket and walking out. “Tim! What’s going on?” Bryon asked. “Well Faith was pregnant and Ben made her miscarriage. Missi she uh wants you instead of me right now.” I said wiping my face. “Okay…” she answered hesitantly. “Missi take our car and I will go with Tim.” Bryon said. We walk out and he says to me, “you need someone right now. Not alcohol but a friend.” I was so upset with myself right now.