Die By My Own Hand

Chapter 20

Faith

Once Tim left I completely lost it. “Faith, are you okay?” Missi asked coming in. “yeah. Nothing has gone my way lately.” “Why did you make Tim leave?” “I can't even look at him right now. If he hadn't gone to drink and did what he did Ben wouldn’t have come. Then I would be pregnant.” “But Faith you sending him out could make him want to drink again. Bryon had to go with him. Otherwise he would just end up at a bar.” ugh I didn't even think about that! “But I am so mad at him right now.” I said softly. “You are allowed to be. He is realizing the hard way that his actions have consequences. You can be hard on him but just don't drive him to do the things you don't want him to do.” I sighed and put my head in my hands. “Doctor when can I leave?” I asked. “Soon. Let me get you enough material to change your bandage and I will change it myself once more before you leave.” I nodded as she came over and did everything she needed. Then she left the room and came back. “You are all set.” she said giving me a bag. “Try not to be too mad at your husband. I can tell he really regrets whatever he did.” the doctor said then left. “She is right.” Missi says as she drives me home. “I know. But you know how long we have been trying to have another baby. It all leads back to the fact that he went and got drunk.” “Again I understand that. But when you sent him out he was barely holding it together. I could tell he really hates himself. When you get home just try and have that talk you were trying to have.” she said and I got out of the car and Bryon got in. As soon as I opened the door I heard a scream and I go into the living room and see Tim.