Words That I Can't Say

Issues

I feel like we are drifting apart.
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......Far.....far apart from each other.

Not like the old times. Not like what it is before...........

...........and I don't like the feeling of it.

I'm a burden to him and everyone. I feel like dying.
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I just want to get off this fucking feeling. The feeling of not capable of being a help to them and my family.

   I don't know if I am depressed but everytime that I want to reach out, they get angry. They ask me what is my fucking problem. That is when I get scared and my courage just gets back to being low. I........

.........don't know what to do anymore. I am fucked up and I need someone to guide me and let me understand what is the situation cause I don't know what to do anymore.

Everytime I try to do something good (what I thought that is good) it just backfires. They tatter that I need to improve, that I did something that I shoudn't have done, they tell me that..................they make me feel like...........
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. I'm always a failure.

Please.................HELP