Alone ( Jacksepticeye x Depressed reader ) {COMPLETED}

Chapter One

(A/N: I know the title is so creative but that's probably how this is going to go since this is my first story. Don't expect it to be good because I know it won't be.)  

It was Monday morning, this was the Monday that changed it all. I was walking down the hall to my locker to put my stuff away and get your things for my first period, which was English. While I was walking to my locker listening to music and staring at the ground, as usual. As I was walking I ran into someone my stuff going everywhere. Luckily almost everyone was already in class so no one stepped on my papers. I look up about to say sorry when two bright blue eyes meet yours. I blush like crazy, which I think he noticed. "Are you ok? My name's Sean by the way but everyone calls me Jack." The boy says starting to pick up my papers. "Thanks Jack, sorry for running into you. I wasn't paying attention." I quietly said picking up my papers and getting the ones from Jack he had picked up. " No problem. Are you new here? I haven't seen you before." Jack asks. "No, but I usually get to school really early." I answer looking at the ground. "Oh ok, well I'll see you around. Maybe we can talk more sometime" He says handing me his skype. " Thanks." I say slowly walking to class. "OH WAIT! I never got your name." he yells turning around and walking towards me. "oh my name's (Y/N)." "Thanks talk to you later (Y/N)." I start walking to my English class. I walk in and am in my seat seconds before the bell rings. I sat in the back of the room because I don't have many friends and the back is always the quietest. Today in English it was a free day to catch up on work or to do whatever as long as you were good. So since I had all my work done I decided to draw and listen to music. I pull the hood of my jacket up and over my face, put in my earbuds, and turn on "Trapdoor" by Twenty One Pilots. I start drawing in my notebook and I drew Jack's eyes after I finished doing the outline I took out my colored pencils and colored it. Once I finished it I put next to it " The green boy ". After I finished drawing I looked up at the clock and saw we had 5 minutes left. Once the bell rang I quickly grabbed my stuff and ran to my next class, art. Art was my favorite subject. Since that day our art teacher Mrs.Jones wasn't there and the sub didn't want to teach so we could do any art project we want. So I got out paints, brushes and a canvas and started my painting. I started painting a girl's arms with cuts all over them with the title "Weak". As I painted it I thought about my own arms, with the cuts, both old and new. It was my not so little secret. None of my so-called "friends" knew, they just assumed that I was okay because I plastered a fake smile on my face and laughed a fake laugh. I felt so alone, no wait I was. No one cared about me; not even my parents. I know my parents don't care about me. I ran away when I was 16 and they didn't care, didn't even try to find me. I had a plan ready, I just had to make it through this week to fall break. Then I am going to kill myself. The class was about to end and my painting was dry so I put everything away and sat waiting for the bell to ring. I was excited for my next class, it was the last one before lunch.

~TIME SKIP TO LUNCH~

I walked into the lunch room and heard my friends Dessa, Taylor, Sherry, and Shealee yell "Hey (Y/N)!" I walk over to the table with my classic fake smile on my face. We were all sitting there talking, well more like them talking and me sitting there trying not to cry. Then Jack walks up to our table and sits down. I didn't notice him at first because I was zoned out in my daydream. So Jack snaps in my face saying "Earth to (Y/N)! Anyone home!" I snap out of my daydream and look up. "Hey Jack, why are you sitting here and not with your friends?" I ask him looking confused. "Oh, they all have second lunch so I usually sit alone." Then our table gets called up to get food, I stay sitting as all my friends get up to get food. Jack stands up then looks at me confused. "Hey, why aren't you getting food?" " I'm not hungry." I say trying to hide that I was lying. I guess I'm not that good of a liar because he saw right through me. "(Y/N), what's really wrong?" He asked looking worried. "I'm just not hungry, please just leave me alone." By this time all my friends were back to the table with their food. Jack turns to them and asks "Does she ever eat lunch?" "Not often she just says she's not hungry, well now thinking about it she rarely ever eats anything." My friend Dessa says. "Oh..." Jack says sadly. He then looks at me with a "We need to talk later" look. So lunch ends and we all start to walk to our separate classes and then Jack pulls me aside. "Hey, we need to talk later. Do you want to hang out after school to talk?" He asks looking at me with a worried look on his face.

~TIME SKIP TO END OF THE DAY~

It was the end of the day and I was walking to the doors hoping Jack forgot about hanging out after school. Since my luck is shit that wasn't the case. As I was about to walk out the door to my car Jack runs up behind me screaming "Wait (Y/N)! We're supposed to hang out and talk!" UGHH! I say in my head. "Okay so do you want to go to my house or yours?" I ask looking at Jack. "How about yours?" Jack says smiling at me. I crack a small fake smile. "Do you have a car or do you walk?" "I have a car, it's not a great car but it runs." I say walking to my car, opening the passenger side door for Jack saying "M'lady." I say chuckling. He smiles while chuckling and getting in. So I walk over to the other side and get in. As soon as I get in I turn on the radio and "Carry on my Wayward Son" by Kansas was on. I start belting out the lyrics because it's one of my favorite songs. "Carry on my wayward son, there'll be peace when you are done, lay your weary head to rest, don't you cry no more!" I sing as loud as I can forgetting that Jack was in the car. I quickly remember and look over at him only to see him smiling a huge smile. "What are you smiling at?" I ask while smiling myself. "I'm smiling at you." "Why?" I ask while blushing a deep red. "I'm smiling at you because you look so happy and your singing is beautiful." I smile and blush even more. "Don't lie I stink at singing." I say as we pull into the parking lot of my apartment. "Oh, you live in an apartment." He says in surprise. "Yeah, I live by myself. I've been by myself since I was sixteen because I ran away and my family didn't even care." I say a sad look coming over my face. "Oh..." Jack says looking embarrassed for saying anything. "So Irish boy, do you want to go inside or are you just going to stand there?" I say walking into the building. "Oh yeah, I'm coming." He says running to catch up with me. "I live on the 7th floor so it's a long walk." I say making sure he's ok. "Oh it's fine, I need my cardio today anyway." He answers sarcastically. Once we get to my apartment we walk in and sit on the couch. "Sorry its small and messy, I never have people over. Well actually, I've never had anyone over here. Not even my friends." "Oh, well it's an honor to be the first." He says jokingly bowing to me. I chuckle and say "No, it really is MY honor." After a few more minutes of joking and laughing we stop. "So what do you need to talk to me about?" I ask Jack. "I wanted to ask you why you are staving yourself." "What? I'm not starving myself." "Y/N), don't lie to me."

(A/N: I know this sucks but it was fun to write.)