Alone ( Jacksepticeye x Depressed reader ) {COMPLETED}

Chapter Five

(A/N: Sorry for not posting yesterday. School was really long and I just wanted to relax and read, but I'M BACK!) 

Previously on "Alone (Jacksepticye x  Depressed reader)

I fell asleep thinking about all those bad memories. That was a bad choice.

(Y/N)'S POV

I didn't have a dream that night.I had a nightmare, not just any nightmare, it was one that I've I had many times before. The nightmare was a flashback of all of those bad memories I had fallen asleep to. The memories of the bullying, the abuse both sexual, physical, and mental. The memories of being told you weren't good enough by everyone, never having many friends. All those memories came back, not just the memories came back either, what I did to get rid of the pain too. All the cutting and starving and everything else came back. You screamed at yourself, hoping it would get through, you were crying. I didn't realize that I wasn't just crying in my dream but in my sleep too. I woke up to someone shaking me.

JACK'S POV

I was woken up by (Y/N) quietly screaming and crying in her sleep. Not knowing what was wrong I shook her to wake her up. She woke up still crying. It hurt me to see her crying, I was hoping it wasn't something I did. "(Y/N), what's wrong? You were crying and screaming in your sleep." She looks up at me with her glassy, puffy, red, (E/C) eyes. "Before I fell asleep I was thinking about all of my bad past times. Then I fell asleep still thinking about it and I had a recurring dream where I get flashbacks and I was screaming and crying at myself, then you woke me up." She says while sniffling. "What flashbacks were you seeing? You don't have to tell me if you don't want to. I just want to be there to support you through your ups and downs. Also so I know what to do next time this happens." She looks down at her arms and thighs. "I was having flashbacks about all the bullying, the abuse both sexual, physical, and mental. The memories of being told I wasn't good enough by everyone, never having many friends. The memories of all the things I did trying to get rid of the pain came back too. All the cutting and starving and everything else came back." She starts silently crying again. "(Y/N), I didn't know any of this happened. I only knew about the starving and cutting. I will make sure nothing like that happens again, I'll protect you. I just want you to know I will never hurt you. I love you. " I grab her hands and pull her into my lap. She leans into me, still crying but she is starting to calm down. Even after she stopped crying and fell asleep I still sat there rubbing her back, not moving so I wouldn't wake her. Once I knew she was out enough I could move I layed down with her. Her head on my chest, moving to the rhythm of my breathing. I sat and looked at her for a while, thinking about how happy I was with her and how I wanted to spend every day with her. Soon I fell asleep too. 

(Y/N)'S POV

I woke up the next morning with my head on Jack's chest. I raise my head to look at Jack. I scoot up to his face to kiss his nose. He wakes up smiling. "Goodmorning Lovebug." I smile and sarcastically say  "So I'm Lovebug now?" He smirks at me. "Yes, your new nickname is now Lovebug." I smile and kiss him and go to get up. "Where are you going?" He says pouting. "I'm going to go make breakfast." He shot up. "FOOD!" I laugh. "Yes, I'm going to go make food." I smile and go to the kitchen. Once I get to the kitchen I look through the kitchen and I find a waffle maker and waffle mix. (A/N: If your reading this Lily you know where I'm going with this. LEGGO MY EGGO!!) I make the waffle mix and put it in the maker. Soon the smell fills the apartment. I then hear some quick, loud footsteps come down the stairs. I see Jack come into the kitchen. "Is the food ready? I could smell it from the bedroom." I look at him while rolling my eyes. "No, but it will be done in a few minutes. A little impatient are you?" He smirks at me. "I am but you know you love me." I chuckle while getting the waffle out. "You got me there, I do love you." I put the waffles on the plates. "Come get your damn waffle Jackaboy, since you were so impatient." He turns to look at me. "Jackaboy?" "Yes, you are my Jackaboy." He walks over to the kitchen to get his waffle and when he does he grabs mine too. "LEGGO MY EGGO!" He continues running around. "There's not a chance in hell that I'm doing that!" I start to catch up to him. "Give me my fucking waffle before I tackle you!" I reach him and jump on his back. It doesn't phase him and keeps running with me on his back. He gives up and gives me my plate back. "Thank you." I say sarcastically. We sit down at the table and eat, talking and joking. After we are done we clean up and go to get ready to start our day. 

(A/N: Sorry this is shorter than usual but I wanted to write this sweet fluff. If you guys don't like me doing stuff like this I'll write more chapters that have significance to the storyline.-Egg/ Leggo my Eggo)