(A/N: I'm so sorry I haven't been posting. It's taken so long for me to post because of school and trying to figure out what to write. BUUUUUTTT LETS GET BACK TO THE STORY! -Egg/ Leggo My Eggo)
Previously on "Alone (Jacksepticeye x Depressed reader)
"I love Jack and I want him to be happy. I start too much drama, I've been through enough torture. I just want to die, please just let me die."
(Y/N)'S POV
"(Y/N), I can't do that. If you die it will start a domino of pain. You have so much to live for, it may be hard right now but it will get better. I know it. You have to go back." Cas said staring at me seriously. I look at my feet and start to cry. "I just want Jack to be happy. That's all I care about, I don't even care about myself anymore. That's all I want." I say in between sobs. I collapsed onto the ground. I feel Cas grab my hand. "I have my boy back home who I love and would do anything for. I've been where you are right now. Where you just want it all to end and for them to be happy. When you are alive, well, and happy they are happy. They feel the same way you do, they just want you happy. If you want Jack to be happy you have to go back." I stopped crying and look up at Cas. "What's your boy's name?" He smiles and blushes. "His name is Dean. Here's a picture of him and my "son", Jack." He pulls out his phone and shows me this picture. (Below)
I smile. "They are so cute." Cas smiles. "I know, I love them even though they are a pain in my ass sometimes." We both chuckle. "I think I want to go back." He smiles and nods. "Oh, hey. How about you and Jack come over some time and meet Dean, Jack, and everyone else." I smile thinking. "It may be weird that I'm friends with a gay angel but, hey at least I have friends." I smile and nod. "I would love to." Cas's face goes serious. "You ready?" I nod. Cas touches my forehead and suddenly I'm back in the hospital. I shoot up in the hospital bed and the heart monitor starts beeping really loud, signally my heartbeat was really fast. A whole bunch of nurses and a doctor run into the room. They start checking my vitals. After they checked my vitals and made sure I was okay all the nurses left and it was only me and the doctor. "Ms. (Y/L/N), you were brought in by Sean McLoughlin. You've been missing for over a month and from our examination, it looks like you've been tortured. Is that true and if so who was it by?" I look up from twiddling my thumbs. "One, he goes by Jack. Two, yes I was tortured. And three, I was tortured by Signe Hansen." The doctor started writing this all down for, who I guess, the cops. "Okay, well we will give this information to the police, but while we wait for them you should get some rest. I expect you're very tired." I roll my eyes. "I'm not tired, I'm extremely hungry. It's not like I haven't slept in over a month. I've barely eaten in over a month. So can I please see Jack and can I please have some food?" The doctor nods and walks out of the room. Shortly after Jack walks in. He had a tear-stained face and red, puffy eyes. He smiled as he walked into the room. "I've been here so much I should have my own room." I sarcastically joked as I chuckled. Jack slightly chuckled. "How to feel?" Jack said. "I feel pretty good actually, I'm just really hungry. But I could ask you the same question, are you okay?" He looked down at his feet. "I'm fine, I'm just glad that you're back. I missed you so much." I look at him and raise my eyebrow. "Don't lie to me Jack, I know you aren't okay." He looks up at me. "I'm okay...I promise." I knew he was lying an since this is the second time I've come back from the dead I wasn't in the mood for any shit. "Jack, I know I just came back from being missing for over a month but I'm not in the mood for your fucking shit. I know something is wrong so tell me now." He looks at me shocked. "What's wrong is that I feel guilty that I didn't find you sooner and that the whole reason that you got kidnapped is because of me. If I hadn't treated you like a child, we would've never got in a fight and you never would've left, and this is all my fault." Jack started crying. I got up out of the bed, hugged him, then pulled him into the bed with me. "It's okay Jack. None of this is your fault, she would've found me eventually. Please stop crying, I want to see my Jackaboy happy." He smiled and stopped crying. He hugged me so tight I almost couldn't breathe. After he let go of me I kissed him. We cuddled in the bed and soon fell asleep.
~TIMESKIP~
I woke up with Jack's arms wrapped around my waist. I looked at the clock and saw it had been a few hours, it was now 12 am. I gently woke Jack up and said, "Hey Jackaboy?" He opened his eyes and sleepily said, "Yes Lovebug?" I smiled at him calling me lovebug, I missed it. "I'm really hungry since I've barely eaten in over a month. Can we go to the cafeteria and get some food?" He smiled at me still half asleep. I could tell this was the first time in a while that he has had a good nights sleep. "Sure Lovebug." We got up and started walking to the cafeteria hand in hand. I started skipping, dragging Jack behind me. He started to skip with me. He linked our arms and started to sing. "We're off to see the wizard! The wonderful wizard of Oz!" I smiled and giggled. I loved seeing him be goofy. We made our way to the cafeteria joking the whole way there. Luckily the cafeteria was still open. It had more food than I expected, I looked around and decided on what I wanted. I let go of Jack's hand and got my food, Jack did the same. Once we got our food and sat down I started eating. Jack just sat and stared at me. "What are you staring at?" I asked while shoving food down my throat. "Just how beautiful you are." I smiled. "Hey (Y/N), Can I ask you a question?" I stopped eating and looked at Jack. "Of course you can Jackaboy."
(A/N: Oh my god! I can't believe this story already has over 500 reads. It was just the other day that it had 400 reads. Thank you guys so much. -Egg/Leggo my Eggo)
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