Tenshi x Hajime

Nobody

It's been 3 full years since I saw her face, since i even touched her and yet I think about her everyday. My best friend, well before I meet her was what I called her. I know today is her 15th birthday. I have always been a year older, but I'm always acting like I'm two. I have been wondering why she left me in this place all alone. I have been in depression since she left. She was my light in this sinful world. I haven't slept in months. I have been getting strange feelings lately.......but I haven't really thought about it until now. Her birthday, it got stronger. Why can't I get her out of my head? She isn't coming back. I will admit that I always loved Tenshi, but I never got the chance to tell her. She had the most beautiful face, almost angelic. The blue sparkle in here eyes. The sent of strawberries and honeysuckles. She is perfect. I would give my life just to see, touch, smell, and tell her how I feel, but I'll never get the chance. I'm a horrible friend. I'm worthless. Tenshi will never date me. Well school starts in 4 hours, why not get ready? At least Tenshi's image will never leave me. The memories will always be there. 

As I walked down the stairs, I heard father and mother. Lucky me, I get to hear the negative thought and abuse before I go to school. I'm only here for Tenshi. My only family that ever loved me, Tenshi. I wonder how she is spending her birthday? Good, I hope.

"Well there's our mistake of a son! I hope you dreamed the pain you caused us s family." Mother said with an evil grin. "Good morning Mother, Father. How is your morning?" I said with a fake grin. "Would be better if I didn't have to see your ugly face all the time!" Father yelled until an idea popped in that crazed mind. I walk into the kitchen, and grabbed some toast. My parents walked closer to me. I wonder what they're planning to do. That's when Mother took a knife and cut me. I didn't scream in pain. They won't stop. I know this too well. Father came closer until his front touch my back. I knew what was coming. He began to thrust in and out of me fast. It hurt, but I kept my mouth shut. When he was through, he left and Mother finished what she started. I know where I'm heading when I get to school.......