Tenshi x Hajime

Why me?

She is so fucking amazing. She always listening and caring for, and what I do is nothing. I don't even thank her. I would, but if only she knew what I was dealing with at home. I love her so much, but she would never date me. I'm nerdy, stupid, broken, and scarred. She doesn't even know that I have these scars. She has seen the ones from my mom and dad, but none that I have made. I won't be doing it anymore now that Tenshi is here with me.

I was telling her why it started and how I have felt when she was gone. She sat and listened carefully like always. Why is even around someone like me? I can't take care of her because I'm too afraid I will hurt her. She is so fragil, but tough when she is being caring prtective. She is the most amazing girl I have ever loved. As I was talking, I haven't even noticed that she turned my arms over because when I looked at her again she had a shocked face. I looked down and saw why but I had a few fresh cuts already. She quickly rushed me to the bathroom, and tended to the wounds. I saw tears forming and I suddenly had a feeling of shame and guilt and worthless. I didn't know how to feel about this situation. I made her cry. I made scared. I am the most worthless human being. She sat me on the tub and quickly got needle and thread, cloth, bandage, and other stuff that she needed.

She came back except she had tears going down here cheeks. I mean it's not that deep. That's what I thought until I saw blood on the floor and on the table. I was surprised that I just noticed. She brought me over to the sink but when I saw the washcloth, I tried to turn away, but she had a firm grip on my arm. She wet the cloth and put soap on it. She looked at me with care and tears in her eyes and quickly scrubbed my arm. I started screaming in pain. The next thing I know her lips are on mine and I quickly melted into it. She started to scrub, but I didn't care. I didn't she was finished after she broke from the kiss. I was dumbfounded and shocked. 

"Why me?" I asked with all seriousness. "Why are you even being my friend after everything that's happened and I did?"

"I wouldn't be a good friend." Tenshi replied, but then she started blushing. "I also like you Hajime."

I just stood there silently. Why would Tenshi like a guy like me? I was so scared and worried she didn't like me, but I was wrong. I didn't know what to do or say, so I hugged and kissed her. I hoping she would know I'm saying yes........