Tenshi x Hajime

The New Feeling Part One

As I waved Hajime goodbye for his date, I felt a slight pain in my heart. I know he loves, but I need to find someone to love. The feeling of being lonely isn't working for me. I would like to know what love truly is. Hajime will always have a place in my heart, but I just need to wait for him. He will be ready  when he wants to be. I mean I have a little crush on his friend Jason. I could get to know him over dinner. I will. I hope Hajime doesn't get mad.

I decided to call Jason and ask him on a date. He agreed to take me out for dinner and a movie. I was excited and ready for having my first boyfriend. I will know what Hajime feels when he is scared to date me. I might be able to help him. I really love Hajime with all my heart. Jason is the most popular guy in school and he has asked me out several times already so why not give him a chance. I hope nothing bad happens.

Jason came and picked me up at 8:00. We were going to a Mexican restaurant. We chatted for hours until he asked me out again. I nodded my head yes and the next thing I know he kissed me. I started to blush and become very nervous. My phone buzzed letting me know its time to go home and have a buddy night with Hajime. Jason offered to take me home, but I told him I would walk. I kissed him good night and headed home. We have school tomorrow. I will be able to hang out with them both. I really hope Hajime won't mind......he seems like he really likes me. He is really protective too. Did I make a mistake?

When I got home I saw that Hajime was watching FairyTail. Our favorite anime. "Watching it without me?" I asked in a quite voice. Hajime seemed startled by my voice. "Sorry. I got bored so I just decided to watch this. How was your date with Jason?" He asked me in a nervous voice. "We are dating now." I replied. He smiled at me and smiled. He seemed happy for me. I'm glad. I hope we can get along better......