Tenshi x Hajime

Please Be Okay

As soon as I got there, I told the nurse what had happened. I was still crying. I couldn't get the thought of loosing Tenshi out of my head. She meant everything to me. I wish she would have just let me die. I was regretting jumping in front of her. She didn't deserve to see that but what I saw and felt, I couldn't take it anymore. The rumors I heard about her.......I didn't do anything. I knew I was a worthless person and I didn't deserve her as a friend. 

The nurse hurried to get a bed and the doctor. She said she would get someone to look at my arm. I didn't care about me. I only held on to the one that I treasured the most. The one that sacrifice herself to make sure I stayed alive. I couldn't figured out why she wanted me alive. I knew I ruined her life. I basically vailded her home. Even if she asked me to move in. She made it her job to look after me. At least she didn't break any bones. I need to look after. I need to make sure she is okay. I need to make that my reason to live.  I won't hurt again. I need to make her happy at all times.

I saw the nurse coming with a bed and doctor and another one coming toward me. I quickly got up and walked toward them slowly. The nurse and doctor slowly placed Tenshi on the bed and started to walk away until I asked if I could stay with her. The nurse turned her head to the doctor and he nodded. I quickly followed them while the other nurse walked beside me and asked me questions.

WEEKS LATER

I have been the same room with Tenshi the past week. I have only had a small snack every now and then, but I haven't had a real meal ever since the day I jumped. I've been worrying about Tenshi. She hasn't woke up since. It starting to scare me. My arm is in a cast, but the pain hasn't bother me all that much. I have sat in this chair watching and waiting to see those crystal blue eyes open. 

It was around 12 A.M. and I was getting another snack to eat. I heard a small voice speak from behind me. "H-Hajime.....is that you?" I quickly turned around tears streaming down my eyes. I saw what I was waiting for all week, the blue eyes. I buried my face in her breasts and weeped. O felt her rubbing my head, slowly calming me down. She was saying she was okay now, but I still felt grief, sadness, and anger because I was the one that put her here. I started to smile because I could finally know she was awake and alive. I went to find the doctor and get her something to eat and drink when I ran into someone that I didn't want here or even near her.........