"Ugghhh why hasnt kevin messaged me"I say to myself. Its been days since he had "felt sick" people told me that he wasnt feeling well and i begged him to let me come over and let me stay with him to make him better but he never listened or he gave the odd reply "No i dont want my baby getting ill"
At firts i thought he was just being a gentleman i continued to call and text. I just wanted to know how he was or if there was anything i could do.
I am currently at the mall and I see Daniel, me and him are practically like brothers and sisters and everytime I'd bring up the subject of kevin he'd just ignore it. I just dont understand.
I walk over to him and say " Hey Dan how are you"
"Hey sis you okay"
"Yh im good im just getting a few bits for Kevins christmas present, how is he?" I ask, When i said the word kevin his lip twitched and he looked down.
"Ooh thats cool i guess. Anyway ive got to go my moms waiting for me. Ill text you later yh" he says akwardly .
Something wasnt right and i was about to get to the bottom of it. This must all add up together. HES CHEATING ON ME!!! How could he do this to me weve been together for 5 years. We planned to get married and have children. All them times i was there for him when he was crying to me because he was stressed and the times id spend hours at stupid O'clock just for a single text from him
NO THIS IS NOT HAPPENING TO ME!
I go to his house allowing myself in the house and i go to his room. Everything was at the same place from two weeks. HE MUST BE AT HER HOUSE!! Were is he!! I message his phone, im at your house i can smell your spray.
The smell was the strongest in sharis room. I walk in and find her crying in kevins clothes and spraying his aftershave.
I was so confused. WTF.
She sees me and she immediantly tries hiding her tears. "Shari were is kevin. Somethings not right dont lie to me i need to no!"
"Im sorry y/n , I really am, he told me not to tell you. He didnt want to hurt you. We had to choice. It was his last words. But he told us that he loved you and that hed always will. That to stay strong and not cry and to move on and to not let him get in the way"
Tears form in my eyes " SHARI YOUR NOT MAKING SENSE, WHY DID HE SAY THAT!!" I had the idea but i needed to hear it.
"He died yesturday of cancer. Hes had it for months but he didnt want to tell you. He lied to protect you. He didnt want your last memories of him being bad. He kept telling me to tell you that he loves you and that you need to rememeber just because hes not on earth doesnt mean hes not with you. Hes always in your heart. You werent ment to find out this way but you would of found out sooner or later.......... "
