UGGGHHHH another day i lost track after the months went by. Its funny how your life can change in a matter of secs and you end up trapped, weak and brutally damaged. My wrists are red raw from the chains that suffocate the blood that rushes through my vains. Once in a while they go numb but im used to it. Its funny when people say “you could have it worse, be grateful” . So is my circumstance “worse” or am i exaggerating?
It all began at a meet and greet. At the time my eyes landed on the most dreamiest boy band i had ever seen…..
- Flashback -
My favourite was the darker skinned one. He had gorgeous brown eyes, with a jawline that could cut you. His hair was blacky-brown with a blonde-ish colour on the top. You could see the outlines of his muscles through his skin tight tshirt. He, was perfect! But little did I know what he was really like.
When I got to the front of the line, I was so scared. This was my first meet and greet and I didn't know what to say or do! I hugged the other members then I got to him; Devin Gordon. He pulled me closer than the others did, but then asked me to come with him for a sec. Being the last people in the line, I didn't think any thing of it, but that was my biggest mistake. He tugged me to his tour van and asked me if it was ok of I could go in a grab his bag. Thinking it was a bit weird but still doing it, because it's Devin Gordon of course, I went to get it. Without warning the door slammed shut and the veichile began moving quicker than it should've been! I banged on the windows and screamed but no one would hear. The driver, of who I imagine was devin, carried on and quickly came to a hault. The back door of the van opened where a bag was placed over my head and I was taken and dumped in a cold room.
The room was damp, with a musty feel; obviously not used often. My legs were chained and I couldn't move. He left my hands free but securely tied the rest of my body to the uncomftable chair. I've been like this for what feels like months now. I'm not sure of anyone knows I'm down here expect Devin. Everyday a half loaf of bread a bottle of water is thrown down to me. So I'm still alive but the real question is if I want to be.
- present day -
The door slowly opened as usual. But this time I could hear footsteps coming down the stairs. I saw what looked like Devin Gordon heading towards me with a bag in his hands. He dropped the bag and came over to me. But he didn't do anything but stare at me in what looked like disbelief. A tear fell from his eye and he bent down and untied the chains and ropes connecting me to the chair. I was free; but didn't move as he was sat head in hands balling his eyes out right in front of me.
He sat like this for about 5 minutes before standing placing his hand in my hand and standing me up. I wobbled severely but manged to stay standing. He handed me the bag he'd carried in a took me what seemed to be his bathroom. He shut the door behind him and I was sure to lock it. I opened the bag to find a clean set of clothes and something to wash with. The bag also contained a note staying " Have a shower, freshen yourself up and meet me in 20 minutes outside the bathroom door.
I showered and used the hairdryer on the side and got changed. All of the clothes were long sleeved, despite it being the peak of summer. I assume it was to cover the marks. I slowly opened the door to see Dev, red faced and looking slightly worried outside. Even though he'd locked me up, something about he still made me like him. He gripped my hand tightly and say me on the sofa in the house which stood silent. His edged his head closer to me and placed his lips on mine. At first I did not reach but slowly began to kiss back. Why I am I doing this? This is the guy that just kept you locked up. But it somehow felt right. He broke the kiss and pulled me into his chest. He whispered " I don't why I did this to you baby girl but I guess I wanted you all to myself" he sobbed as he dried his eyes from the tears. However this made me forgive him. You probably think I'm stupid but he lured me in. Something about him made me want him. I moved his head up towards mine, and placed a soft yet meaningful kiss onto his lips, enjoying every millisecond they were there. I broke the kiss and he turned to look at me with a saddened face. " Why would you do that after what I've done?" But I knew the answer, it was because I loved him and I know he loves me, even if he didn't show it in the best way possible. I turned and told him that but he looked confused, as if he thought I was dumb, but it slowly changed to a happier expression. He hugged tight like the day I met him and said into my ear " I love you, and you should know that. I did this because I wanted you to myself and I didn't want you falling for anyone but me. I don't know how to make it up to you, but I hope I can?" I turned to face him with a small smile. "Devin give me one night and I'll forgive you. Show me the real love you feel for me". He looked at me with a mischievous looked as proclaimed, whilst placing his hand on my hip " Oh I will baby, oh I will...".
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