One Shots (Justinxb)

What you mean to me~Jastin

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Justin Bieber let go of his boyfriend Jason McCann cause he didn't want to take the chance of his relationship getting broken down by his fans like his past relationships. But he can't stand not being with Jason anymore so he goes to his house and tells him how much Jason means to him.

Include the quote "I thought I was protecting you from everything that I go through"

-Justin's POV-

I lay in bed, staring up at my ceiling in my room. Tears rolling down my puff cheeks. Today marks the seventh day I do this. So basically I've been crying myself to sleep for a week.

I called it quits with my boyfriend of almost a year cause I was afraid. Afraid of my fans destroying him. I love my fans dearly but I sometimes feel like they don't love me. They attack the people I like. I can't have a proper relationship cause of my fans. And I hate that. My fans mean so much to me. My beliebers mean everything to me though. But I also want my own happy ending. I want someone I can wake up to, go to sleep with, have dates with, have the sparks with, and grow old together. And even have kids with. And I found the one. But my fans, they attacked him. And it was getting to the point where I knew he was gonna break.

Fame is a hard. I sometimes wish I never signed that damn contact when I was 13 that changed my life forever. And still does.

I remember his sparkly blue eyes that were like the ocean. His full pink lips. His buff body. How his eyes would turn a light blue, almost white, color when he got so excited about something that he was very passionate about. Like his job. He was in business. He owns his own company and it's number 1 in Canada and in America. He worked days and nights to achieve what it is now. With that company he retired his mom, he got his 4 siblings into a great collage of their choice as he was the oldest and responsible for them most of the time as his mom worked three jobs. His dad left them with his youngest sibling was born. To this day, I know nothing of him. Just that he was abusive asshole who was to much of a pussy to care for his own family. Jason, my boyfr-, I mean Ex-boyfriend's name, has never forgiven his dad and never will.

Jason was the perfect boyfriend anyone could ask for. He stood up for you, cared for you, actually showed emotion, took care of you when you were sick, a great cook, isn't always focused on his work, and showed you how truly worthy you were and that you deserved the best which he provided for you.

He lives 20 minutes away from me. He moved out of the house we bought together. I will never forget that day where I broke it off. It was one of my worst days ever. Jason broke that day and that day we were the opposite.  

I dried off my tears. It's time I get the love of my life back. I will not let another of my relationships get ruined. I'm done being left alone. Jason is the one. I know it. I just do. And I will make sure he is mine again.

I got it of bed and got dressed. I grabbed my car keys and my guitar. A plan already in my mind.

I headed downstairs and out of the house. I went into my car and drove to Jason's house.

I got of my car once I arrived to his house and had my guitar in my hand. I walked up the stairs and rang his doorbell.