Jisoo's POV
"Jisoo! Where were you yesterday? Jihoon, Jeonghan, Seungkwan and I were waiting for you." Seokmin said as they are standing outside of my house.
I make my way down the stairs to them, "Sorry, I was with Seungcheol yesterday.." I smile to myself and walk beside them. "Ohh.. Of course you were with Seungcheol." Seungkwan grins at me causing my face to turn as red as a tomato which is normal now whenever somebody mentions his name.
I guess I wasn't the only one of us was absent. "What about Minghao and Mingyu? Where were they?" I ask the three of them, for some reason they're still not here. "Minghao was definitely with Jun, he refuses to tell us what he was doing with him, they were probably making out or something.." Seokmin laugs causing everyone to do the same.
"And Mingyu?" Why do I feel like I know the answer to this. "Pretty sure he's with Wonwoo.. Thanks to you." Jeonghan winks at me. I'm so happy that I was able to help him..well he did a lot on his own to talk to Wonwoo.. I'm still proud of him though.
"Man, finally he talks to Wonwoo, what a coincidence that his first love loves him back." Jihoon sighs in relief.
Will they love each other till the end though? "What if they end up separate ways and get heartbroken? First love never lasts forever after all." Everyone turns to me in confusion, am I making too big a deal of this?
"What's the point of it when forever doesn't exist?" I say again, the atmosphere drops silent.
"How will you let yourself love if you're to afraid of not having a forever? Forever is something you need to achieve when it comes to loving someone. If you're too afraid of getting your heart broken before you even begin.. How are you gonna reach the end? You can't have a forever if you don't have a start."
We all turn around to see Seungcheol walking behind us. I guess he's right.. But when it comes to love.. I'm too afraid of losing him so I try not to love him.. Even if it's hard.
