CHAPTER 4

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He saw me with Brad? But how? I wasn't with him-- I was with him last night! I slowly started to remember what happened.

You see me and Brad?

Yes, you were close to each other, giving each other popcorns and stuff.

But, but. I don't remember anything from last night! I was drunk, when you left and didn't come back you left me in that crowd with no one else next to me. So I started to drink.

Then let me tell you what happened, I bought some bear for myself and while I was on my way to you, I saw you both dancing.

I danced with him?

Jen he is your ex husband!

Why does everyone think that I HAVE to hate my ex husband? Like it happened years ago can't you just let it go?

So what Justin? Is there a rule that people can't hang out with their ex? This is ridiculous. He was with a girl next to her. I don't know if you see him, he has a girlfriend and I have you. Why do you keep making this 'Brad' thing a big deal?

Because I love you okay? I can't let him take you away from me!

If you did care about him taking me away from you, you'd come next to me and spend your night with me, okay? You wouldn't leave me alone next to them and you'd come and take care of me. But what did you do last night? You weren't even in the room when I came here.

I-I.

You know what? We came here to spend some time with each other and reconnect but I can't see that happening and in this passing minutes we are keep making distance between us in our relationship. I shouted.

I was defending Brad, because he did nothing wrong last night, or as much as I can remember.

Brad took me here to the hotel okay? He took care of me while you were depressing around.

I grabbed my coat and left the room with my pjs. We were getting away from each other like every day, I started to feel stressed and depressed while I was next to Justin. I went down to grab some breakfast, while I was checking my messages.

Do you want something Madam?

A coffee please.

I took my three days of just to be with Justin again. But it looks like he doesn't give a shit about it and making the smallest things problem, I can't deny that I still have feelings for Brad but it will change nothing between us, Brad & I are over and this is it. With the stuff Justin was saying and acting weird he was making distance between us. And I was feeling closer to Brad each passing day.

I saw Brad and his new girlfriend grabbing stuff from the bar, they seemed happy. Who wouldn't be happy with Brad? He was nice and gentleman and he'd take care of you like you are his baby, like he owns you. I missed him, I missed our talks, I missed the nights we used to have. At the moment I was in right now, I didn't care what he did to me, I didn't care that he break my heart. In this past few days, every time I see him I felt like I was falling in love with him all over again. But he was with someone else, even he said to me that he will love me forever, I was with someone else too.

Good morning.

My heart filled with his voice, I forgot all about my sadness and looked directly into his eyes.

Morning.

I smiled. He did too.

Do you want to join to us?

No, I am fine thank you.

It was so obvious that he loved me back, he was around all the time. He was like a guardian angel and my savior.

BRAD'S POV

Jen was standing in front of me without any make up and looking beautiful than ever. I was still regretting the time I gave up on her and got married with someone else. I was falling in love with her all over again by the time I see her. She was the woman that I wanted to spend the rest of my life with,, and Madelaine.. I have never actually liked her but she was helping me to forget about Jen when I was next to her. But the thing is I didn't want to forget about Jen, even how hard it is to drown in her every single day, I wanted to punish myself for breaking her, her heart.

JEN'S POV

I grabbed some apple from the bar and sat back to my table, I was sitting all alone while people in the hotel were looking and pointing at me.

I can't do this anymore.

What do you mean Brad?

I turned my head around to their table.

Don't you understand that I have to go back to LA for filming?

It was going to be our vacation together and you haven't stayed for even a day. Said Brad.

I-I have to go.

And Madelaine left the breakfast area of the hotel. Both of our relationship was at the worst level.

Can I join you if you don't mind? He asked.

Okay. I put my coat on the other side of the table.

We weren't speaking at all but we didn't stop looking each other, even for a second. I wanted to tell him everything, I wanted to tell him that I was falling in love with him again, I wanted to tell him that I missed him. I wasn't brave enough.

Where is Justin?

We just had a little fight, he was upstairs.

I'm sorry to hear that, are you okay?

I wasn't going to lie to him, I wasn't okay and I needed someone to talk.

No, can we talk? I said.

Of course.

I grabbed my coat and we left the hotel.

Brad, until the day I saw you in LA & you said me that things. I didn't spend a second thinking about you. Every time you talk to me my heart fills with your gentle voice and I feel like I am in heaven. After all the things you have done, I have missed you. I said while I was so sure of myself.

Justin saw us dancing in the concert the other day, he got all mad at me and shouted that it's a bad thing I saw you and I danced with you. I-I don't know what has changed but mine and Justin's relationship keeps adding distance to itself. I love him, and I want to be with him. But I don't feel the same as we used to be together with him.

He looked up to me and,

Jen, I know I don't deserve you but you need to know that, when I see you I feel like I am going to melt, I don't care how you look, with make up and without make-up. You are always so beautiful for me. And your heart, it's the biggest heart in the world, whenever I see you talking I fell in love with your voice, your body language and your smile. You can't know how much I wish to be Justin when I see both of your pictures.

Wow, he is just. It was cold and he saw me shaking, he took off his coat and gave it to me.

Thank you.

I took him smell inside of me while he was staring at me and smiling.

I still love you, and I want to trust you. But how can I know that you won't break my heart like you did before?

I swear to God that I regret it every single day of my life. Jennifer Aniston I love you! he shouted.

For a moment I forgot about the world, all I was thinking about was Brad. Being with him reminded me of 2000's everything was just real.I didn't care if I was married or not, I forgot about Justin, I was in the moment. I was with the man I loved and still do.

I think, I love you too.

He took me to the street that people nearly pass. He pressed my back to the wall and leaned on me, he started to kiss me slowly and passionately.

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