Alone {Meanie Short Story}

Diary entry #2

Hey Penny.

I'm actually in a good mood today. Gyu kept cuddling me. I don't think that kid realizes what he does to my heart. I was thinking that next week I'll come out as gay to the group.

They'd probably accept me. I mean, I am pretty great. Gyu would probably find it weird that the interactions he thought were friendly are what I thought were romantic. I obviously knew he didn't think of me like that.

I wish I wasn't born in Korea. It's too strict here. I wish I could just live my own life, but oh well. As long as Seventeen stays by my side I will be fine. I will be even better, however, if Gyu stayed by my side. I'm thinking stupid thoughts again. Maybe it's because I didn't get enough sleep. I guess that means I should go to bed.

Goodnight Penny.