(Don't worry, my children. Not smut.... yet...)
Nate longed for Mat.
He longed for their lips to be pressed together.
He longed for Mat to say "I love you" and "Goodnight" every night.
But he didn't know he longed for it.
You see, when you first become Black, you think it's easy.
It's not.
You long for things, but you don't know it.
The back of Nate's mind was crowded with longing and heartbreak.
It gave him random headaches. The onl emotion he could really feel was annoyance.
He never used to like that emotion, but now, it felt like a releaf that be was feeling anything at all.
He didn't like that.
He didn't like being Black.
But Blacks stay Blacks.
Forever.
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Blacked Hearts-Sequel to Grayed Out *Editing*
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